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does anyone know good ca1or13 counting apps?
i need to be skinny before winter; i want to look skinnier even with layered clothes because whenever i imagine myself in layers, i remember when i was 11 years old, standing in front of the mirror, wearing my uniform and a sweater crying because i looked fat.
tiktok advocates for mental illnesses until anger issues or when a tiktok shows signs of an 3ating disord3r
i feel as if i have a good relationship with no one; not God, not my parents, my siblings, my cousins, my friends, food, education, nothing.
everytime, something goes wrong, i am filled with the thoughts that i am being punished for my sins; for being mean, for being angry and cold.
i feel like a teenage girl captured in the walls of my house with my soul imprisoned from guilt, karma, and regret.
i love losing my periods
so close to k1ll1ng mys3lf one more strike and im leaving this earth. for. real.