having a mental breakdown because i will have to go to college tomorrow and feel as if people are rubbing their friendships on my face. (i'm a lonely quiet girl)

how i wish to be perceived

me in college

i hope my tumblr followers know that only they know the real me 🤞🏼🤞🏼

i hope my tumblr followers know that only they know the real me 🤞🏼🤞🏼

"glow up tip number 4: take care of yourself, mentally-" girl idgaf about my mental health just tell me physical glow up tips.

"glow up tip number 4: take care of yourself, mentally-" girl idgaf about my mental health just tell me physical glow up tips.

some people are trying so hard to get curly hair meanwhile I HATE mine. they are so hard to maintain, and style, and they look frizzy even though they're not. it is so hard to style them into cute aesthetics hair styles and it so hard to try claw clips style on them.

I'm so close to getting a keratin treatment that straightens my hair. I AM JUST SO SICK.

if you think running away from home will make you feel better.

do it.

RANT pls read

my dream job is to be a model, and my dream university is oxford and i wish to leave my country as soon as i turn 18 but i'm poor, i don't have a valid passport or a visa. a few days ago i learned that i need to have a bachelor's degree to get into oxford which means staying 6 years and 9 months more in this HELLHOLE.

i will be 22 by the time im done with my bachelors, the visa process will take months and i will be 23 by the time i go abroad (hopefully) then making it big in the modelling industry will take me years and IF i do become famous by the time i'm 25, i will only have FIVE years left to enjoy my famous dream job until i have to retire.

wtf will i do.

i would say leave me alone but it is my own soul that is tortuous and intruding.

I WANNA WEAR SHORTS SKIRTS SO BADLY BUT MY FAMILY IS SO CONSERVATIVE