having a mental breakdown because i will have to go to college tomorrow and feel as if people are rubbing their friendships on my face. (i'm a lonely quiet girl)

how i wish to be perceived

me in college

Need Tips!!!

i'm in a new school and i only went one day, weeks ago. it's not exactly school but a college (11th and 12th grade) and everyone had brought their friends from school so when i went EVERYONE already had best friends and i was the only lonely girl. and you might know that people don't usually add new people in a friend group.

so i need tips for romanticising a lonely, friendless life. to tell you more about me; i'm a book reader (but i have read all the books i own) and i struggle with f00d.

i hope my tumblr followers know that only they know the real me 🤞🏼🤞🏼

i hope my tumblr followers know that only they know the real me 🤞🏼🤞🏼

to be that rebellious deranged teen who shows up at the corner shop in her uniform and asks for a cigarette box, smokes it in the parking lot under the apartments, hides the scent with perfume and mouth freshener and then goes home but i'm not allowed to go anywhere without my mother 😐

some people are trying so hard to get curly hair meanwhile I HATE mine. they are so hard to maintain, and style, and they look frizzy even though they're not. it is so hard to style them into cute aesthetics hair styles and it so hard to try claw clips style on them.

I'm so close to getting a keratin treatment that straightens my hair. I AM JUST SO SICK.