the inglorious mask
consequences of tlt rereading
What drives me insane about marcanne is that Anne could only fall in love with Marcy when she's matured and grown and developed a stronger sense of self and emotional intelligence and empathy and the capacity to truly see her. Early S1 Anne would never appreciate S2 Marcy the way S2 Anne does. She wouldn't see the change for what it was. She wouldn't understand the transformation.
All while Marcy fell in love with Anne ages ago, while she was still deep in her silent denial, her comformity, her eternal tolerance, her unfairly unwavering patience, accepting any crumbs of love Anne gave her. She snapped in a moment of desperation and made the mistake of bringing her friends to a new dangerous world without their knowledge. She saw them drift away. She saw Anne hug her goodbye and willingly leave - willingly separate from her, because unlike Marcy, she was so confident in their friendship that she didn't think leaving would be a threat. And because she overestimated Marcy's growth. Because she thought Marcy saw the way Anne had changed in the same way Anne understood Marcy's growth. But this was an incomplete, eldritch metamorphosis - a half-melted butterfly that came out of its chrysalis too soon. She could have been something beautiful but she got scared midway through and that fucking blue lizar played the role of the devil on her shoulder and told her she didn't need to change. She didn't even need to accept Anne had changed. She could indulge in her most possesive, dishonest and selfish desires shamelessly. By S2, Anne understand Marcy in a level in which Marcy does not understand Anne, and even then, Anne still only gets half the picture until True Colors, and by then it's too late. The girl she fell in love with has been a farce this whole time, and in her desperate attempt to save her, she's killed right before her eyes.
im really in a bad place i hope the sun doesnt start setting crazy early at like 4pm. i said i hope the sun doesnt set early at like 4pm that would be bad for me
Adams, but he looks different everytime because I’m inconsistent
Lisa Frankenstein (2024)
HALSEY Amazon Music Live | Oct. 31, 2024
Chapter 4: we were just creatures in heaven
Summary:
"When November arrived, it took most of L.A.’s color with it. The rolling green hills on the outskirts of the city turned a washed-out khaki, and there was only a smattering of autumn foliage here and there to indicate that the place had ever been green to begin with.
For Sasha, the browning landscape struck her as a stark reminder that they had really left the verdant, ever-tropical world of Amphibia behind; she had not experienced an autumn on Earth in almost two years."
A look into the past and into Sasha and Anne's first year back at school & on Earth since Amphibia
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not going to lie I've been sitting on this chapter for awhile but it got delayed since I like to have a good chunk of the next chapter written before I publish and depression writer's block was kicking my ass for chapter 5 up until recently! plus, I wanted to make sure I could finally break my "four chapters" fic curse. but the evil has been defeated so here she finally is <3 it's been challenging but also fun to create Sasha's parents' personalities so lmk what you think
A/N: Sasha’s father has a different last name (Nakamura) as her because her mother kept her maiden name during their marriage and passed it down to Sasha. as is implied with that, Sasha in this fic is half Japanese
chapter title is from "Creatures in Heaven" by Glass Animals.
Thank you to @glacecakes for beta reading!
Omens of change
i dont want a "career" i should be someone's loyal and gay dog
Those three pages from Call Down The Hawk by Maggie Stiefvater ✨
Happy birthday to AO3 🎂🎉
Hc that pre amphibia, Marcy accidentally starts arguments on twitter over fandom characters (she doesn't intend to, she just tries to correct people and it comes across as condescending or rude) and if she gets upset over the interactions, Sasha takes her phone and tells whoever she's accidentally arguing with to kill themselves
what a relief 🍓 w.i.p.
really trying to figure out how to draw this bald-headed dude
sasha eating a burger