Trans Neil Perry. breathe if correct.

was it casual when you looked for me everywhere on my birthday ? was it casual when you wouldn’t let me take of myself by myself? was it casual when you looked at me like i invented love when i recited my impromptu poem ?

love when a character looks at another with a face that reads as nothing but fond

THERE IS NO HETERO EXPLANATION

love when a character looks at another with a face that reads as nothing but fond

love when a character looks at another with a face that reads as nothing but fond

todd was like.. damn so this is what love is

so far all the people I've made watch dead poets society have agreed on how gay it is lmao

Neil Perry has absolutely held Todd Andersons face in his hands ever so gently AT LEAST once.

i'm so glad to be living in a world in which fanfics exist

neil athlete todd sports journalist assigned to follow his team as they compete in the olympics . mmm

I saw this painting “Christmas Eve at the Grave, Otto Hesselbom,” and all I could think about was Todd and Neil…

whats your favourite anderperry scene?

obviously its the "no?" "no!" scene.

thats such a basic fucking bitch answer

FINE YOU WANT A REAL ANSWER?!?! THAT ONE SCENE WHERE NEIL IS STARING AT TODD AND TODD LOOKS AT NEIL AND NEIL QUICKLY SCRATCHES HIS EAR THAT NOT MANY PEOPLE NOTICE BECAUSE ITS IN THE BACKGROUND. LOOK IT UP.

i think i desperately need to either kill myself or run far away and restart my life.

making silly scenarios isn't enough, I need to eat the characters, I need to cover them with my existence, DEVOUR THEM LIKE A BLACK HOLE

Neil flings himself onto his bed with a sound that's half laughter, half a contented sigh. "God, I love soccer." He grins across at Todd, that goofy grin that's almost too big for his fine-boned face, the exuberance practically bursting out of him. "Can't imagine why you'd want to switch to rowing instead. Sitting and shivering in a wet boat, getting yelled at by Nolan? Where's the fun in that?"

Something is building in Todd's chest. He could simply crumple it into a ball and squash it down, continue to ignore it, but he realises he doesn't want to; he wants to trust Neil with this.

"I - I never told you why I left Balincrest."

i will ruin everything for myself. and i don’t know how to stop it.