I am exhausted
#ax speaks#vent#ough#i havent relaxed in two weeks#i swear I'm gonna get fired from my job if I keep posting shifts#i don't even KNOW what to tell my boss when she asks why I'm posting so many shifts#hey boss im not soft quitting im just hearing voices in my head every day!!#im gonna throw up#pisses me off that people fake this because this is NOT cute#as much as i enjoy bonding with my alters and liking who they are and that theyre with me too#i haven't gone a day without feeling immense fear#i finally stopped my breakdown streak yesterday#went all day without a meltdown#likely because our little wasn't out all day#i am so tired i want to cry#i keep forgetting to call my psychiatrist#i don't wanna go to work tomorrow I'm so tired