2.22 - All Hell Breaks Loose Part II

!! that's why this scene felt so weird to me (Supernatural Magazine #1, 2008)

Let it end. Let them come.

SPN parallels

↳ 2x22 ❝ All Hell Breaks Loose II ❞ // 14x13 ❝ Lebanon ❞

what is and what should never be & all hell breaks loose literally one of the most evil succession of episodes in television history

Don't you think I'd do the same for you? You're my big brother. There's nothing I wouldn't do for you. ➜ I believe in us, Dean. Why don’t you believe in us, too?

Supernatural - 2.22 All Hell Breaks Loose Part Two

so dean selling his soul in "all hell breaks loose" probably already makes you insane, but it should shred you like cheese and here's why:

it's established in season 1 that sam wants out--after they find azazel and kill him, sam's done. he tells dean this outright in 1x16 "shadow".

dean's not happy about it, obviously, but dean never argues with him outright. he asks sam to stay, and sam says no, and dean stops trying to argue. we get kicked-puppy dean, but dean's accepted this for the most part.

even in season two when things start to go sideways, sam doesn't really change this plan. sam's focus tilts more on being "saved," and it's implied that he'll be free when azazel dies--there's that endpoint again, when sam can be normal, "when it's over." when it's over, sam is done with hunting.

most importantly, sam doesn't tell dean that the endpoint has changed, doesn't even hint at it. going into AHBL, dean believes that sam has come with an endpoint, and that it's here if they kill yellow eyes.

after the deal's been struck and yellow eyes is dead, dean doesn't plan on telling sam anything. not only does he not plan on telling sam how they got him back, he's not planning on telling him how long the contract is, sam wheedles it out of him because dean's not very good at lying to him.

that means, that when dean sells his soul in AHBLP2, dean is selling his eternal, mortal soul for a year with sam that he is not expecting to see.

sam is going to spend dean's year in california, with friends that sam's long-since fallen out of contact with, (some of which think he and his brother have been on a crime spree bc of 1x6 "skin") safe and as far away from dean as his legs can carry him--or, sam's just fucking off away from the life to god knows where, and dean's letting sam go because sam asked him to. not letting him die, never letting him die, but letting him go.

dean in the season two finale is telling sam, "i love you, so i am making my death anonymous. i love you so much that i will die alone."

the intense, silent devotion of making a sacrifice anonymous, of surrendering the right you have to your own death, of accepting an eternity of literal torture so sam can exist--that's it, just exist--away from dean but alive somewhere.

anyway, i'm chewing my leg off, have a nice wincest wednesday

Sam & Dean challenge | Day 9: Favorite Young Scene

Supernatural 2x22 // Part 1, 2

Round 2; Group 14

Supernatural March Madness: Round 2, Match 16

5x03: sam tries to live a normal life while dean and cas go on a hunt. dean and cas have the time of their lives while sam is tortured by lucifer visions. according to the synopsis, sam also enjoys a salad. so.

2x22 summary: sam is dead! dean is useless! he gives a truly brain melting monologue to sams body before he makes a demon deal. bobby ellen sam and dean track down yellow eyes and take him out with the help of johns ghost.

oh i know this is going to be discoursed.

I always tried to protect you. Keep you safe… But I guess that’s what I do. I let down the people I love 

Round 2; Poll 11

Supernatural Week | Day 07 | Season finale(s) / fav’ season ending(s)

My 3 fav' finale episodes 💕