What happened to me was painful.
But it was also very beautiful.
Then came the big perspective.
Then came the wish of feeling better.
Then came the thoughts of giving up
Just escaping my own self
allowing the dark to
be something I dance with.
Then came the desperate need
for something truthful and gore.
Starvation.
then the rage
then finally the realization
I am wounded.
And what is wounded needs to mend
What happened to the heart?
AURORA in "What Happened to the Heart?" book