🚬 addictions

Lestat as good a question as any. Addiction is a subjective word. During my mortal years by todays standards I could have been accused of having a drinking problem. Though we drank ale, wine and other alcoholic beverages as much as water during the day also, the alcohol was oft times safer. Several parts drunk most nights, I was definitely addicted to a hedonistic life style, having come so close to death at several points in my youth I found this recklessness ironically life affirming. Having an older, charismatic, saviour figure who also happened to be a vampire, as my first lover and first love possibly a case in point. I snuggled up to this creature of myth and campfire cautionary tales. Loved it despite itself and willingfully tempted him with my brazen naivety and pure blood. Now a creatire of myth myselfControl - could be a watchword also that matches the question followed by - freak.Danger and unpredictability still prevail also on my terms. A dynamic explained in our complex relationship.