sun/down

tattooed nueng's name on his back, gave him a bracelet, soft carasses when in distress, dancing, forehead touches, the shoulder kiss, purple lighting, sharing a bed scene(s), the whole beach scene(s), those handwritten letters, kissed the wei yi tattoo and many more— never let me go did romance just perfectly.

the life that i want is the life that i can be with you.

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Palm Pannakorn Jannaloy/Nueng Nuengdiao Kiattrakulmethee Characters: Nueng Nuengdiao Kiattrakulmethee, Palm Pannakorn Jannaloy Additional Tags: Angst, Heartbreak, Drowning, Introspection, Sad, Hurt, Lost Love, post-episode 9, Insanity Series: Part 8 of for palmnueng Summary:

nueng wishes he could have a sip of alcohol right now.

 [palm's side of the world.]

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perhaps it's the alcohol, or maybe it's just palm imagining nueng in his arms again. and again. and again.

i can't live without you.

i want you to be with me forever.

soulmates are forever masked in deceit and heartbreaks.

can't i have you him now?

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Palm Pannakorn Jannaloy/Nueng Nuengdiao Kiattrakulmethee Characters: Nueng Nuengdiao Kiattrakulmethee, Palm Pannakorn Jannaloy Additional Tags: Fluff, Romantic Fluff, Dancing, Beaches, Teasing, Comfort, Gentleness, Forehead Kisses, Attempt at Humor, Light-Hearted, Cutesy Series: Part 6 of for palmnueng Summary:

"you know i'm bad at dancing," palm mutters, casting his eyes to their bare feet, not meeting nueng's amused stare.

nueng bites back, smiling smugly, "i want you to learn."

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"you're being too positive, do you know that? sometimes i think you don't know what loss is. how losing something so special can destroy a person."

palm closes his eyes. he feels it again— the gaping hole in his heart can fill the entire ocean.

"i didn't know what loss is... because... i never had anything permanent in my life, krab."

the breeze takes the numbing pain away— the hurt palm never knew rapidly growing in his heart. and it came to the surface again, unwanted.

palmnueng + screencaps from my for palmnueng series

when i first watched yesterday's episode, i couldn't help feeling a bit icky over their kiss. i found it... weird. i was puzzled because i knew it would happen but when it did, i was like, huh? they kissed? that's the reason why i felt their hug was more intimate and organic. i felt the hug spoke more of their feelings than the kiss.

but then, when i watched the kiss scene again (just because it was good, it's just me) my mind went to them dancing (in each other's imagination). it had the same effect on me: awkwardness. however, this time the stiffness wasn't uninvited. it was welcomed.

i'm not good at explaning but i think the dance and the kiss are like parallels? when they were dancing, a line was still present between them. there was a bubble that protected them from each other. their hearts were still closed. there was desire. but not yet love.

then, the kiss; the same tension was there. nueng was holding himself tight while palm too didn't touch nueng. they existed as individuals still. but they melted into each other, slowly succumbing to this new territory, this border that they've absentmindedly crossed. and at this moment, their hearts were opened to each other.

i personally think the next episodes will show us how they'll be more comfortable with each other. there's this one scene in the trailer where they were joking and all. by then, they've become each other's world. (and p'jojo said there will be more kisses after this so AHA)

i honestly think nueng's "is this what i get for opening up to someone?" will backfire at palm. since in the trailer there's this scene where palm asked, "you said you love me. was it a lie?" i just feel like that moment will be the point palm completely shatter. both sentences are quite similar... and i'm not ready for that

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Palm Pannakorn Jannaloy/Nueng Nuengdiao Kiattrakulmethee Characters: Palm Pannakorn Jannaloy, Nueng Nuengdiao Kiattrakulmethee, Mentions of Ben (Never Let Me Go TV 2022) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Future Fic, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Introspection, Intimacy, First Kiss, Morning After, Conversations On The Rooftop, Late Night Conversations, Mild Language, Fear, Suicidal Thoughts, Fluff, Feelings Realization Series: Part 4 of for palmnueng Summary:

where else can palm reside other than nueng's heart? and where else can nueng find shelter if it isn't in palm's embrace?

what's wrong with you? nothing. i don't have a right to be mad at you.

are you afraid of me? no.

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three words. eight letters. the first to say them aloud— ditto.

my first palmnueng fmv will drop at 12 am gmt +8 <3