how can kusa ever love someone who will never belong to him? "i wish i could hate you," because he has been trying. for years. but it's all in vain.
or kusa (book kasidet) is still in love with niran (force jiratchapong) even after 11 long years of wishing he wasn't.
inspired by k.will's no sad song for my broken heart mv.
so qian shed his demons in front of his god—in front of yuan. he begs for mercy, and he hopes yuan can forgive him.
being on the rooftop of his company building helps gun realise that 1) he's still so stupidly in love with cher and 2) it's the second best place to escape (number one being the beach). and it's fun to have the owner of his heart here, savouring the smouldering bangkok sun with two cups of cold drinks melting away. or it's just gun knowing he won't ever love someone as much as he loves cher. yes, that's definitely it.
maybe it's the alcohol, or it's just the (nonexistent) distance between them, but day thinks, perhaps, it's just mork. only mork can make him feel this way—whatever there is in his heart.
and day slots himself closer, chasing after mork for closure, wanting the pain to be over, needing this ache to help him sober—because mork swears there's no other, only day and the thought of forever.
In the spirit of encouraging people to comment on fanfics while also making it easier to do so, I feel obliged to share a browser extension for ao3 that has quite literally revolutionized the comment game for me.
I present to you: the floating ao3 comment box!
From what I've seen, a big problem for many people is that once you reach the comments at the bottom of a fic, your memory of it miraculously disappears. Anything you wanted to say is stuck ten paragraphs ago, and you barely remember what you thought while reading. This fixes that!
I'll give a little explanation on the features and how it works, but if you want to skip all that, here's the link.
The extension is visible as a small blue box in the upper left corner.
(Side note: The green colouring is not from the extension, that's me.)
If you click on it, you open a comment box window at the bottom of your screen but not at the bottom of the fic. I opened my own fic for demonstrative purposes.
The website also gives explanations on how exactly it functions, but I'll summarize regardless.
The best part? You can simply close the window the same way you opened it and your progress will automatically be saved. So you can open it, comment on a paragraph, and then close it and keep reading without having the box in your face.
Comments are what keep writers going, and as both a writer and a reader, I think it's such an easy way of showing support and enthusiasm.
it's baffling how kanghan turns him on so much, yet his roughness feels so gentle on his skin. it's gratifying because kanghan stares dead into his eyes whenever one finger slips into his entrance, wetting the rim with spit and lube and everything there is and isn't on the bed.
or an extended exploration of their making love scene in episode 9.
top is never one to set things right and make decisions, but he learned from loving (and losing) book that he has to sacrifice one to gain one— and he needs to let a part of himself go to earn mew's love.
or an au where the B initial does belong to book kasidet.
top is never one to set things right and make decisions, but he learned from loving (and losing) book that he has to sacrifice one to gain one— and he needs to let a part of himself go to earn mew's love.
or an au where the B initial does belong to book kasidet.
also, i wrote a guncher fic a few days ago! ^^ i was just listening to this song and thought of their first kiss... so... i'll forever be in this guncher brain rot, it seems
cher often thinks so lowly of himself and any random decisions his brain can come up with because why the hell does he wants to kiss gun right now? "i told you, boss," cher says, looking straight into gun's hopeful eyes with another spike of challenge. "you can't control me," and cher sears this madness with another kiss.
or cher and gun, trying to figure out why they want to kiss each other (more) after their first kiss(es).
top's lips map their territory up to mew's neck, following every protruding vein with the tip of his tongue, sucking and drawing love marks. they'll blossom purple and red anytime soon— feeding top's pride at the thought of owning mew— he's mine. mine, mine, mine— "i can't get enough of you," top breathlessly whispers as he pauses for air, speaking words of honesty for once in his lifetime. only to mew.
or top realises he loves mew as they're showering together.
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: บทกวีของปีแสง | Be My Favorite (TV) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kawi Botkawee/Pisaeng (Be My Favorite) Characters: Kawi Botkawee (Be My Favorite), Pisaeng (Be My Favorite), Max (Be My Favorite) Additional Tags: Canon Compliant, Angst, Introspection, Heartbreak Series: Part 3 of for pisaengkawi Summary:
kawi fucks up. again. and this time, kawi doesn't know if he can ever fix it— if pisaeng will give him another chance.
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: บทกวีของปีแสง | Be My Favorite (TV) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kawi Botkawi/Pisaeng Characters: Pisaeng, Kawi Botkawi Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Comfort, Fluff, Sleepy Cuddles, Sleepy Kisses, Tenderness, somewhere in the universe; they're cuddling and spewing nonsense (because they're both sleepy), prompt: pisaeng likes the smell of kawi Summary:
as they lie on kawi's bed together, legs twisting and hands weaving in a messy tangle, pisaeng likes the smell of home from kawi's pillow
"tonight feels magical for reasons known to the stars, and the way gun looks at him adds another layer of tension that is so welcoming. it feels like coming home after a tiring day of surviving."
Chapters: 1/1
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Gun Gungawin/Cher Saran
Characters: Gun Gungawin, Cher Saran
Additional Tags: Domestic Fluff, Comfort, Attempt at Humor, Romantic Fluff, Marriage Proposal, Love Confessions, Idiots in Love
Series: Part 16 of for guncher
Summary:
cher and gun are at the beach again, where the magic resides. everything feels so right and in place that it's perfect for everything, especially an impromptu proposal. yes. definitely a proposal.
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Mew/Top (Only Friends Thailand TV) Characters: Mew (Only Friends Thailand TV), Top (Only Friends Thailand TV), Brief Mentions of Only Friends Characters Additional Tags: Smut, Making Love, Bittersweet, Introspection, Melancholy, Angst and Feels Series: Part 4 of for topmew Summary:
when top pulls out, the air gushes into his lungs, and he feels empty again. what the fuck.
when top heads to the bathroom to get a damp towel, mew wants to cry.
when top cleans him gently and helps mew wear his boxers, he has an inkling that this won't be forever.
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: แค่เพื่อนครับเพื่อน | Bad Buddy: the Series (TV) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Pat Napat Jindapat/Pran Parakul Siridechawat Characters: Pat Napat Jindapat, Pran Parakul Siridechawat Additional Tags: Love, Comfort, Introspection, Fluff, inspired by our skyy 1000 stars x bad buddy ep 2 part 4 Series: Part 25 of for patpran Summary:
pat loves pran so much. dearly. and his definition of home is this; just the two of them together.
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: ชอกะเชร์คู่กันต์ | A Boss and A Babe (TV 2023) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Gun Gungawin/Cher Saran Characters: Cher Saran, Gun Gungawin, brief mentions of cher and gun's mother Additional Tags: Bittersweet, Sleep Deprivation, Hurt/Comfort, Light Angst, Heart-to-Heart, Character Study, Loneliness, Dark Thoughts, Vulnerability, Fear, Fluff, Purple Prose, Hope, set after ep 11 Series: Part 14 of for guncher Summary:
"what's going on in your pretty head, hm?"
laughter fizzes in cher's throat, and it comes out like a gurgle. it's honest and gleeful, carries so much of gun in so little of cher. jovial shapes of gun's eye smile blinds cher in his stead, and cher doesn't know— doesn't know why his limbs are so adamant— his lips are so stubborn— as a kiss turns to a million, and they linger on gun's open mouth, laughing his heart out as red paints the clouds of his cheeks.
