Scorpio. Sun-Pluto. Mercury-Pluto. Venus-Pluto aspects

You were once a girl forbidden to speak Your inheritance was a lasting legacy of stories and secrets never laid to rest, it was all left just to die in you You were once loved in a way that taught you how to hate yourself and made you fell less than beautiful for being raw and  standing for something true, for making them shake with what may be revealed  through your red lips shaded with the blood of Goddess Fire  those people are only afraid to look you in the eye  because they fear what they know you will see inside

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The Darkness in my Life

-Sun harshly aspecting Saturn,  Neptune, Uranus, and Pluto  conjunct, square, opposition (trines and sextiles at pressure) 

solar light is vacuumed into the unconscious when it hits the outer planets, so difficult aspects made to these by the sun can empty a hole in the heart where love should have been. in traditional astrology the sun represents the father, who in these harsh instances can be unreliable, erratically present, disconnected, vague, childish, or addicted, or the type of person the individual aspires against becoming

this means such individuals are forced to conceive, construct, and manifest the father inside without any definition or understanding or nurturing to make this possible 

-Sun-Saturn aspects can raise the image of the father as the epitome of qualities one must fight against developing, but in doing so their personality becomes modelled exactly around the person they are trying to escape 

~Sun-Uranus aspects  can create a new reality from the loss and stimulate their inventive imagination in the mean time, they may decide that they were adopted, or the circumstance of being an outcast, forgotten, or misunderstood is a symbol of their specialness and the coming day when they will prove everything

~Sun-Neptune aspects can attempt to re-imitate the life of the lost parent in an attempt to bond with something more than nothing, the absence of the father can cause a long term, existential debilitating sadness or inescapable sense of loss or mourning 

~Sun-Pluto aspects extreme cases can be very psychologically complex and tangled. the prince of darkness is often the father who becomes a ghost that can follow the individual through every relationship 

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Sun-Pluto contacts in the birth chart 

Sun conjunct Pluto, Sun sextile Pluto, Sun trine Pluto, Sun square Pluto, Sun opposite Pluto

Sun-Pluto contacts in the natal chart create a day and night personality. The individual seems to step from the light into the darkness, radiating and then withdrawing, constantly touched by something resonant and commanding. It can be difficult to ascertain the deep wells that open like coded labyrinths in these individuals. Often they remain intensely private people, protective of their internal world and vulnerabilities, watchful of revealing too much. Something reverent glows with Sun-Pluto contacts. Underworld musk infuses with sunlight to create a hypnotic incense, their intuitive receptivity penetrating into psychic waves like a lamp over the unconscious sea. These people are regenerated through Plutonian union, that is, soaking in unconscious underlays, indulging in occult arts or mystical studies, wandering through depressions and traumas, and exploring the invisible, what provokes and exhumes the spirit.

The individual may have an intense expression and read people with a natural sonar for depth psychology. Hidden complexes in others can reveal themselves, and prophetic vision can be manifested into reality by sheer thought projection. By nature, the individual can intimidate weaker spirits or bring those who have sinned to their knees. The individual relates well with people who have bought to consciousness their own darkness. As a result, they may seem reckless with their own lives, or as if they attract people who seem unusual or philosophical. These individuals seem to make soul contacts with people, seeking to evaporate form and connect with people on intimate, spiritual levels. For most people, this can be too confrontational or daunting. This can be why Sun-Pluto individuals can wander alone for much of life, waiting for somebody who can throw roses to the monsters with them.

-Cherry

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Sun-Pluto contacts

Sun conjunct Pluto, Sun sextile Pluto, Sun trine Pluto, Sun square Pluto, Sun opposite Pluto

The Sun contacting Pluto in the natal chart can create a day and night personality. The individual seems to step from the light into the darkness, radiating and then withdrawing, constantly touched by something resonant and commanding. It can be difficult to ascertain the deep wells that open like coded labyrinths in these individuals. Often they remain intensely private people, protective of their internal world and vulnerabilities, watchful of revealing too much. Something reverent glows with Sun-Pluto contacts. Underworld musk infuses with sunlight to create a hypnotic incense, their intuitive receptivity penetrating into psychic waves like a lamp over the unconscious sea. These people are regenerated through Plutonian union, that is, soaking in unconscious underlays, indulging in occult arts or mystical studies, wandering through depressions and traumas, and exploring the invisible, what provokes and exhumes the spirit. The individual may have an intense expression and read people with a natural sonar for depth psychology. Hidden complexes in others can reveal themselves, and prophetic vision can be manifested into reality by sheer thought projection. By nature, the individual can intimidate weaker spirits or bring those who have sinned to their knees. The individual relates well with people who have bought to consciousness their own darkness. As a result, they may seem reckless with their own lives, or as if they attract people who seem unusual or philosophical. These individuals seem to make soul contacts with people, seeking to evaporate form and connect with people on intimate, spiritual levels. For most people, this can be too confrontational or daunting. This can be why Sun-Pluto individuals can wander alone for much of life, waiting for somebody who can throw roses to the monsters with them.

-Cherry