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~ Saturn in Gemini: Early life Saturn appears in the form of educators or an older sibling.

A strict school teacher accompanies a rigorous & relentless Head Master; disciplining & dictating with a certain rigorous thought pattern

Volumes of Saturn 

Saturn in Aries & 1st House - There is a consuming need to be loved, accepted, respected, and valued. But the mask can be so tightly sewn and programmed that the light is dim and people don’t have an opportunity to truly see them, the connections can therefore seem vague or unreal, but they don’t expose enough of themselves to make these relationships possible. The task is growing and evolving beyond what defines the ‘self’ and the dimensions that have tightly structured and limited expressing the natural forces that flow through this aperture. the self-expectation is to develop and become the person that they can be proud of investing in and holding onto life for. The Critical Parent can appear in the form of their own inner monologue Trust fund Gifts - Occult powers and possibilities of the Great Masters

Saturn in Taurus & 2nd House - The sense of being unworthy and void of value makes it difficult to enjoy what they have worked so hard for. They fear missing out on life to survive, but they can be so focused on surviving they forget to live, indulge, and remind themselves that they are important. May feel like they are depended on for their labour and the job would never get done if they weren’t present. they may have a lot of guilt regarding what they can support their dependants with and long to provide the ultimate opulence with intense pressure. the compounding tendency is to deny assistance offered or refusal to ask for financial help, instead they ask their boss for more hours or sacrifice their essentials and luxuries The Critical Parent can appear in the form of their family members, boss, and anxieties regarding potential loss, instability, lack of security  Trust fund Gifts - Ability to manoeuvre the laws of physics with the material

Saturn in Gemini & 3rd House - Thought patterns regarding lack of intelligence and reduced sense of mental value can create paralysis in the mind. Fear of fearing an exam can become so consuming that the mind is worn down by the time pen is put to paper. They can see the work on the board and feel reduced, telling themselves over and over that they are too ‘dumb’ to learn it and missing everything the teacher says in the meantime. The mind wants to be gratified, developed, and operating at peak potential. the mind is antagonistic, paralytic, and seems to work against the person until this point. Learning is an endless process and they can be ashamed with answering “I don’t know”. There may have guilt associated with their early schooling years for failing to reach their potential and contemplate how their lives may have turned out different  The Critical Parent can appear in the form of teachers or an oppressive sibling, and the inner monologue scrutinising the intellect Trust fund Gifts - The teachings and mental expertise of the Great Masters

Saturn in Cancer & 4th house - Fear of change can bind the individual very closely to mental and physical conditions. They can lean dependently on personal routines and practices until they become self-destructive ritual and they are forced with desperation to make the substantial internal reflection and change they shy from. It can reach such a low they may be forced to change residence. Intense pressure to conserve the past. this is not for the purpose of nostalgia or reminiscence, but to ensure that lessons have been learned and history will never repeat itself, and that their own history will not be automatically repeated. this is difficult, because they have not been exposed to alternate methods of operation  The Critical Parent can appear in the form of either parent and condition into the identity Trust fund Gifts - The inner awareness and direct unformed imagery conceived by the Mother Goddess

Saturn in Leo & 5th House - The sense of not being special enough to love can blind romantic opportunities when they present themselves, the individual can shut off from the person’s affections despite their need and desires, feeling that soon they will be exposed for what they are. The person may feel unworthy of a child or in desperate need for one, increasing stress on the body and physiology and obstructing its natural processes. Pressure is to transmute their creative resources and inspiration into material form that will stand the test of time and provide evidence that they existed at all. but they are rarely afforded internal praise or satisfaction for these productions, and they are not permitted to use the escape of the wounded inner child to hide behind, the audience is waiting in the shadows The Critical Parent can appear in the form of the ego, romantic partners, teachers, or coaches Trust fund Gifts - The primary incorporeal chaos that births divinely magnificent creativity, sexual magic

Saturn in Virgo & 6th House - Fear of losing employment can create a nervous or vigilant nature at work that draws exactly what they attempt to avoid the most - attention. Intense self-consciousness can cause them to make unusual mistakes before superiors and act of of character, much to their detriment. The working product is measured by an impossibly high standard. there is a job to be done, and they ensure this is executed with proficiency and effort - even if there is no supervisor, deadline, or credit. they also regularly fret about their job security and dispensability. in this mind, if the working life is stable, secure, and satisfying the rest of life follows The Critical Parent can appear in the form of colleagues, health practitioners   Trust fund Gifts - Inner wellbeing, hands of the virtuoso, mastery of skill, and the mental discipline that permits rest inside the body and mind

Saturn in Libra & 7th House - The image of the perfect, solid, and unproblematic relationship can be so consuming that the individual searches for a conditioned and constructed ‘spark’ or ‘feeling’ when seeking a prospective partner. It can be so tightly regulated that they ignore, deny, or evade the natural, mysterious, and evocative sensations they generate with the people who can provide what they are searching for. The state of their relationships and loved ones consumes much of the focus. They copiously self-reflect about the behaviours acted and imposed on within relationships and the role they play in these dynamics. it’s common to feel completely responsible for the emotions, security, and wellbeing of the partner. The Critical Parent can appear in the form of romantic partners, open enemies, and law enforcement    Trust fund Gifts - Ring of Saturn committing to provide peace, comfort, and appreciation for solitude

Saturn in Scorpio & 8th House - Fear of exposure, vulnerability, and submission can occlude the flow into natural intimacy and interpersonal trust with lovers. They individual can fear the process of letting go and allowing instinct to take over, instead they can watch themselves, create pains, and fail to build into that peak of union they deeply long for. The self-expectation is to make the internal changes and necessary growth to be a different or ‘completely new’ person. they are discontent when they remain at hostage to forces out of their control and habits that bind them, they must destroy that part of themselves first or be destroyed. The Critical Parent can appear in the form of intimate partners, demons or dark forces, and the ego   Trust fund Gifts - Personal tuition with the angels of death, sexual magic

Saturn in Sagittarius & 9th House - There is significant desire to accredit and accomplish the mind, but feelings of intellectual invalidity can cause the individual to doubt their potential and withhold enrolling into higher education due to ‘never feeling ready’. The intense fear of failing and high expectation can create such severe nerves and mental paralysis that university is extended due to illness, underperformance, and reconfiguring the course. The pressure is to make the necessary inner growth to finally be ‘good enough’ for god, or in other words to exist on earth and have a reason for birth. the simultaneous demand is to gratify and establish the mind, often in academic pursuits that are challenging and beyond their comfort zone. The Critical Parent can appear in the form of the inner monologue scrutinising the intellect, conditioned teachings of supreme and theologian beings, teachers, and medical professionals  Trust fund Gifts - Divine Consciousness and private astrologic and mythic tuition with the Great Masters

Saturn in Capricorn & 10th House - Fear of failure or unreadiness blind successful opportunities when they present themselves, and seeming like they are making no progress only exacerbates this complex. Self-lowering beliefs can obstruct them from stepping into the world they desire to conquer. The demands are all encompassing and hard, resilient, silent work seems like the condition of survival. but they are not afforded to merely exist, they must grow, ascend, and be noticed, they must leave a mark in the world and sever the conditions, cycles, and family secrets that plagued the heritage. The Critical Parent can appear in the form of either parent and condition into the identity   Trust fund Gifts - Enough time. The private estate and mentorship of Saturn

Saturn in Aquarius & 11th House - There can be significant self-consciousness with friends, the taunting complex that they are disliked or purposely left out of things. It can make them quiet and withdrawn socially and threatens the substantial connections they crave because friends have a hard time knowing who this person really is. The pressure is to connect with the community and social networks enough so that they can be relatable with others, while also retaining the authentic identity that can persuade their course of change by inspiring with their different vision. the individual is a public servant who never receives the pay. The Critical Parent can appear in the form of the society or the establishment they are forced to subsist in Trust fund Gifts - A vast and extensive platform to give and receive love

Saturn in Pisces & 12th House  - There is a highly tuned instinct and a great inner knowing that the inner waters lead to the right direction. But they can feel unworthy or undeserving of intuition or helpful guidance and put it down to childishness. There can be a need to prime and perfect the intuition to such acute degree that the flow from heaven is substantially obstructed. The pressure is to survive in a world they were not made for, and not make a single sound. there is immense guilt associated with focusing on themselves and the duty is to serve others. they may also feel like they will be resistant any help they receive, or they are too far gone. The Critical Parent can appear in the form of subconscious voices and emotional attachments, in the frequent case of the absent or negligent father the empty space left behind is filled by self-blame and responsibility they wrongly take for these actions and this eventually becomes the inner critic Trust fund Gifts - The vault of imagination, permission to rest and be left undisturbed by the world and the guilt inherent inside

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