~ Birthday Mars in Taurus - Blood Diamond in the Rough written by astrolocherry
Mornings and Mars in Taurus don’t tend to get on well. This physical body and supply of energy operate on a schedule that is rarely compatible for early rising and nocturnal wind-down. She starts when she is ready and not when she is told, when the plan is in order and the resources are accumulated. Because once these cogs start turning they won’t stop until the end, and she knows commitment is a contract she cannot break.
Desire is heartfelt with Mars in Taurus and attachment generates an adrenaline that refuses to let go in the moment of being taken away. The individual with Mars in Taurus is capable of setting her sights on a prize that is far-off in the distance and remaining tunnel vision focused until the finish line. It’s her own image of carat gold swinging like a magnetic pendulum, and it’s waiting for her so it can owned, worn, celebrated, or returned to the rightful owner it was made for.
Mars is debilitated in Taurus and the side-effects can be issues with frustration, agitation, passion, and temper. Venus is the ruler of Taurus and her preference for peace and harmony will strongly resist indulging and displaying any of these volatilities. It may compromise her self-assertiveness and confidence to respond to other people’s unsettling behaviours in the way she really wants to. It’s all about saving face until the inevitable fall from grace.
The other side-effect may relate these aspects along with self-worth and the inner Patroness of self-destruction. The debilitated Mars can repress and recycle today’s encounter with memories that are decades old. History leaves old wounds freshly bleeding, invisible scars from the past can cover this body and inflame at any moment. And when it all comes out - the wrath, resentment, and offence flows with such volatility and unpredictability that you wonder if it will ever stop - or where it came from.
It may express as a conviction of pure self-contempt for herself, her choices, her life, the body she’s in, or everything at once, a poisonous harbouring of self-hatred, a lack of conviction that she deserves anything worthwhile. And she may express the self-maligning behaviour that reflects these feelings, such as through vicious self-punishment or denial. Maybe she self-destructs by gratifying impulsive desire and over-consumes a pleasure into poison, spending her rent, eating or drinking or smoking until she is physically ill, or giving into the urges that promise short-term relief at the cost of long term comfort. Or maybe she is severely self-restricting or compulsive with measuring every dose, or she forces herself through harsh exercise or lifestyle regimes to change something inside and punishes herself further after failure. In all this, sometimes she is receiving a malformed gratification from taking out the harsh discipline of the militant in the war against herself. It’s the back and forth struggle that consumes her, but she does grow tired and weary and longs to surrender. And when she finally has the desire to change and break the cycle it’s that same desirous fire that overpowers everything else.
Mars in Taurus relationships are highly based on good intimate, tactile, and sexual compatibility. She tends to be seeking an ‘energy’ or ‘sensation’ that erupts like a magnet with another body, and the sexual appetite can be ravenous if she indulges intimacy as a comfort measure. This somatic and sensory system demands to be activated at most satiating, and it can make her amongst the most satisfying and generous of lovers of a lifetime. But in many cases this took many inner battles and heroic victories inner battles to finally liberate her Goddess inferno. Some of her opponents were oppressors like vicious self-consciousness and inadequacies, and others that became stories she has never spoken about.
The apple in these eyes glisten like rubies and her cheeks blush same tone during a rage. She is energised and inspired by her heart’s desire and won’t let anybody stand in the way of securing what she wants. Her style of intimacy is nourishing, aesthetic, quintessentially and instinctually feminine, a physical body running hot, blood turning to lava. Let her set you on fondue fire.
Cherry