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Natal Mars-Jupiter aspects give a physical and competitive edge to the personality, and often many talents too. There can be natural athleticism, agility, and stamina that usually get expanded on due to the great will to win. The individual can be small in stature without being delicate, there can be a surprising level of strength and dynamism. The harmonious aspects like Mars sextile Jupiter and Mars trine Jupiter may come too easily and make the individual an active child and languishing adult, while the harsh aspects like Mars conjunct Jupiter, Mars square Jupiter, and Mars opposite Jupiter are usually grappling with the inner tension that forces activity and development out of pure discomfort. These are resilient types too. They'll get hit and get straight back in the ring. They'll fall, pretend they didn't get hurt, and keep going. Failure rarely stops them because it's usually achieving the goal that essentially diminishes the inspiration. They often get bored once they reach their target, and immediately need a new personal challenge to set their sights on. And they love to play, they love to have fun, they love to test their limits, and keep proving to themselves what they're capable of -

1. People who were forbidden from expressing their true nature and conditioned as a product of parental ideals and unmet dreams, a product of secrecy or shame, or were forced to play the role of one of the parents can become accustomed to wearing the mask of a person who is substantially more confident, self-assured, and sure of themselves than they are, sometimes it can be exaggerated to the degree that they seem overly egotistical or refuse to admit their flaws or mistakes because they are so afraid of bruising an already beaten ego

1. People who were denied as children from emotional validation or demonstration, exposed to caregivers who were emotionally cold and disengaged, very dualistic and double sided, and were neglected in some form due to their parent’s unresolved emotional issues can be overly theatrical and demonstrative in their emotional gestures because they feel it necessary to be as loud and disruptive as possible to get any sort of emotional response they need from the person - they are conditioned to go to the extreme in order to receive little

1. People who were bought up as children with the attitude of ‘children should not be seen or heard’ or were frequently silenced, ridiculed for their questions or answers, or denied of a voice can be dominant in conversation, mystifyingly long winded in explanation, or regularly cut people off. They are desperate to ensure their message is being communicated

1. People who were denied as children from reciprocal displays of affection and shown to be loved, exposed to parental dynamics that lacked intimacy, or where love and attention was given and taken with conditions can have an endless pit of need for affection, physical and verbal validation that they are worthy or desired, and attract relationships that mirror the parent they want to re-create the ideal circumstance with

1. People who as children were forced to compete for attention or recognition, bound into engaging in futile battle or relentless defence against an adult(s) opponent with a substantially unfair advantage in every possible way, and imposed into harsh, gruelling, and brutal competition and training regimes can be very resistant to any form of discipline or authority as adults, refusing to maintain a schedule or force themselves to do anything – they have already expended enough energy on ensuring their place of parental pride. They can have immense difficulty figuring out a direction and take every behaviour to compulsion because they never learned how to manage with under activity or lack of demands

1. People who as children were subjected to very bleak perspectives and strict religious teachings, doomsday or apocalyptical philosophies, and depressive episodes from one or both of the parents can be normalised into believing that emotions can only be regulated through external consumptions such as sex or alcohol, there is no purpose in existence regardless, their self-destructive or self-fatalistic thoughts and feelings, and frequent loss of hope for the future, existence, and sense of significance are unremarkable and experienced by everybody

• Threatened by the external world   

• Hides a secret life   
•  Struggles with self-reflection
• Hurt by parents
• Self-expression and style of interaction is emotion and security based
• Feels emotionally unstable  

• Illuminated Mind

• Quality of mind is evident in self-expression
• Bright Eyes
• Instantaneous responses

• Radiant and Appearance based
• Openly affectionate and demonstrative

• Heart on sleeve

• Strong likes and dislikes
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Generous with inner resources 

• Self-focused 
• Self-Presentation is a reflection of the identity

• Prepared to be hurt and betrayed
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Influential and independent  

• Self-starting and initiative  
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Reactive and wounded

• Childlike temperament
• Assertive and uncompromising when it comes to personal desires

• Creativity borne of inner tension

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Marvellous appetite for life and self-discovery 

• Generous with inner resources
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Fortunate when positive
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Anticipates the future  
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Spiritual and faithful
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Intelligent and educated
• Struggles with moderation  

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Difficult to break down walls
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Composed and self-contained
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Privately wounded
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Resilient and inspiring

• Uncompromising when it comes to personal standards
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Dissatisfied in themselves 

• Generous and kind, though hesitant, around others

• Easily bored and unstimulated
• Disinterested in most people
• Misunderstood by most people
• Enjoys proving people wrong
• Politically active despite claiming dislike for people  
• Stirs chaos 
Does not conceive limits
• Psychological tension

• Weak identity boundaries
• Creative self-expression
• Sensitive and psychic
• Absent parent
• Inexplicable sense of loss  
• Feels controlled by life/external forces
• Catches other people’s feelings like colds
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Longing to be saved

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Influential
• Psychologically complex
• Introverted  , prefers isolation
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Fears vulnerability and detests intrusion
• Desperate and Distrustful
• Incapable of self-deception  
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Resentment for parent
• Answerable only to the authority of soul 

“why am i fighting so desperately hard for something i don’t even want, something i wish i never knew existed. it’s not even this, or you, or anything you know. all of this rage, resentment, and the fire that i scald you with was never ever made to touch you, it didn’t even know you were there yet. i am angry at my past, i am angry at myself, you are not even there yet..i never meant to hurt you i lit that match such a long time ago. i wanted to set my past on fire and burn history alive, i wanted those flames to devour holes in those memories like photographs burning to death, i wanted to surrender and say okay, you won and i will start again. that’s the story, and those fires are still raging you are looking to love someone without a past, without the luggage of raw experience and life, without any demons or dark secrets…but you want to love a heroine with a great story to tell, well anyone with a truly great story to tell is sure to have all of those things and plenty worse more”