i only wanted to be a good person i only wanted to leave this world a better place than what it was cause if i dont theres no point to me being alive more love more praise more people telling me im good more more omoe
it hurts me
im the narrator
i only wanted to help
and i just wanted to be a positive change
but the artist hates him
he feels physically ill
he feels like its toxic
and i looked in the comments
and everyones saying how the narrator is just a piece of shit
i feel like crying now this hits so close to home
ive been really god damn sick
on tuesday i had a bloody nose and sneezed so hard i had to take a shower cause there was blood everywhere
i just passed out for 12 hours
its been a clusterfuck
deleting this blog soon. note me if you want the url. im sorry im such an awful person. that isnt sarcastic, i just
try to apologize for everything i do, but i cant fix anything. i want to be a good person. i just. kinda thinking aboiut suicide right now.
Life advice
do you guys ever think back to how you were in the past & the stuff you’ve done and you just
Stop reducing native issues to “they had their land taken”.
Our sisters are still murdered and missing. Our children go hungry and cold. Our elders can’t afford health care. Our parents suffer from untreated mental illness and have addictions because they self medicate.
And thats not even on the reservations. Thats just in farming communities of the Lumbee. And we are doing well by comparison to other groups.
Stop reducing us to stolen land and erasing our real struggles.
Natives have the highest suicide rates. Natives have the most unsafe school conditions. 75% of sex trafficking victims in Canada are First Nations. Natives are the most likely to be shot by police according to some studies and just as likely to be shot as black brothers and sisters according to others. Half of the homes on reservations in the US are legally deemed “uninhabitable” despite families and children living in them. Non native people can still commit crimes against us and not even be tried under native law, usually meaning not at all. Reservations flood often, they are stricken with drought. Most urban native kids carry the weight of being the only native their classmates and other townspeople will ever know. There are no college classes for us or about us. We are struggling, y'all. We have had our land, languages, and family ripped from us, it’s more than just history, it’s 500+ years of ongoing genocide.
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AYYY another Palette & Expression Meme, look at that. You may have to zoom in for details lol. 81 Expressions and 50 Palettes, go nuts guys.
Reposting anywhere but tumblr is okay with credit.
I personally will not be taking requests for this one as I’m trying to focus on getting commissions so I can afford a new computer~
Send me some of my OCs guys!
#15 - The Diapers
what
seeing gay couples in public is the best like there’s nothing better than seeing gay people in love and happy and thriving in a world that has been awful to us and it’s always such a happiness boost
Remember that movie in which Jack Black was a teacher and building a rock band and when a little black chubby girl asked to be a singer he only said “sure! let me hear you” and the moment she started using her beautiful voice his lit up like all of his dreams came true, PLUS the same little girl was scared that people would make fun of her because she was fat and he started listing awesome singers with some weight on and included himself and told her that people wouldn’t laugh because she is awesome at what she does and that is all that matters PLUS that it’s ok to enjoy food?
Also, when a little boy asked to be the band’s stylist he just said “sure, go ahead fancy pants” like, there wasn’t a single second of questioning it, he went into “ok, that will be your position then” right away
That fucking movie is an hour and a half of Jack Black teaching kids to love themselves disregarding all of the stereotypes
And don’t forget the Asian guy said he shouldn’t be in the band because he thought he wasn’t “cool enough”. Jack Black didn’t miss a beat by making up a secret handshake between he and the kid.and telling him he’s amazing at what he does playing the piano. After that the Asian kid even stood up for himself against a bully.
And he put the violent kid with anger issues on drums and let him constructively work out his aggression.
School of Rock is fab basically
transparent squid scientist from the nintendo direct