so anyway hi im still alive
i figured i should say SOMETHING just in case some of my old mutuals still hang around these parts. im alive! i guess i’ll do a little life update before i slip back into the void im doing ok! i would tell u where to follow me online for more consistent activity IF there were anywhere else to find me. tbh im just not online these days. it’s not bc im too busy or above it in some weird superiority complex way or in the middle of a purposeful social media cleanse or anything. idk im not feeling it. in general lmao & lol. im just trying to live laugh love in a die cry hate world rn. on paper life is going great! obvi my mental health has been and still is what some might call “a concern” but i feel so much more at peace. the good outweighs the bad for once in my life by QUITE the margin. im in love. i have a cat who wants to cuddle all day. i have evolved into the next phase of my career. im making music w friends. im picking up hobbies. i’m in a group that advocates for safety within its industry. i’ve been traveling alone and gaining independence. ive come to terms w so much and deconstructed a lot of internalized shit and hope to keep the party going. i discovered thru my career that im actually pretty smart??? my intelligence is just hyper-specific. life is astronomically better than it was just 2 years ago! i cant even begin to tell you how much better it is compared to a decade ago. feel free to shoot me a message! can’t promise i’ll respond promptly tho