pining is 100000% the most important aspect of pre-relationship fic for me. good-natured whole-hearted pining filled with lovelorn gazing and chest aching and fluttering touches, that’s my top priority. i was put on this earth to watch characters suffer over the profundity of their love for another person. unrequited love is why god made me. characters finding out that their feelings are reciprocated after long months/years of suffering is why the universe was assembled from nothingness. amen.
Knowing a fic author through AO3 is like attending someone’s thesis presentation and politely clapping at the end, knowing a fic author through this hellsite is like going over to their house at 3AM to watch them eat mayonnaise out of a jar
Sometimes I attend somebody’s thesis presentation and I’m so impressed that I follow them home to watch them eat mayonnaise out of a jar at 3am.
Sometimes I watch someone eat mayonnaise out of a jar at 3am with such fervour I am compelled to attend their thesis presentation
96. “Don’t mind me, I’ll just be in the corner, having another existential crisis.”
aira because you love to put the little guy in situations
96. “Don’t mind me, I’ll just be in the corner, having another existential crisis.” I DO love putting Aira into situations, thank you. Not sure if this is the best Situation I could have put him in but it’s the one I thought of first. Don't ask what this is idek send me prompts!
Madara tapped his foot impatiently as he listened to the stage crew move around to start cleaning up after the show. Leo had asked him to come to their live showing off all of Knights' featured outfits and originally Madara hadn't been able to but things wrapped up quicker than he thought and so here he was.
He didn't need to sneak in, management knew who he was and agreed to not let Leo know that his boyfriend had made it after all. Madara hadn't taken his eyes off Leo on the screen in the dressing room, wishing so desperately that he could be in the audience with him. Ah well.
A moment later the door burst open and the sounds of Knights' bickering filled his ears. He never missed how they all still took care of each other despite the insults that were slung across the changing room about makeup or their performance. It took a few seconds before Leo noticed Madara sitting on the couch and as soon as he did he was running over to crush him in a hug.
"You said you couldn't make it!" he exclaimed, burying his head in Madara's neck. Madara smiled and hugged him back.
"My schedule cleared up at the last minute. I wanted to surprise you~" he teased, giving Leo one last squeeze before letting go.
Leo started excitedly talking about how the live went and the inspiration that he had gained from it, grabbing a notepad and pen that had been left out on the coffee table to quickly scribble some notes in. Madara sat there and took it all in, in awe of how someone like Leo had come into his life, someone so filled with light and someone filled with darkness were an unlikely pair and yet...
"Hey Mama, are you okay?" Leo asked, reacting to Madara's uncharacteristic quietness. "If you need anything you can tell me you know?"
Madara could hear Izumi's "Get a room" comment but he didn't care. Leo's face was so filled with concern for him and--
"Everything is fine, Leo-san. I'm just a little tired, don't worry about me. Get changed and we can get something to eat." Madara hoped he could at least cover up his thoughts in front of the rest of Knights. Maybe he'd actually talk about his feelings with Leo in private, but not in front of his friends.
Leo frowned for a moment before smiling again. "Okay! I'll meet you outside in five minutes!" He bounced off to where he had left his casual clothes and Madara was shooed out of the room by Arashi, who winked at him and wished him luck.
"I love you!" Leo called out from his dressing table as Madara was about to leave.
"I love you too," Madara said, just quietly enough that nobody but himself would hear it.
I’m only one small step away from posting this fic. The step? Write it.
I’m only one small
step away from posting this
fic. The step? Write it.
Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.
my friend wrote a very awesome and cool and totally not painful hanahaki aira fic and in a vain attempt to claw it out of my mind before it took root, i doodled this. please read a heart that beats
ID: Four drawings with text captions, all sketchy and doodley in nature, of Aira Shiratori.
First image: Aira’s tending to a customer, who hands him a CD. The customer has a text bubble with a heart and exclamation points. Both Aira and the customer have a mask on. Aira has a text bubble with scribbly, unreadable text. The text caption reads: “so he gets a job at a local comic store, which isnt that bad”
Second image: A close-up of the CD in Aira’s hand. The cover features Crazy:B with Kohaku outlined while the other three members are overshadowed by Aira’s hand. The text caption reads: “but then they start stocking idol merch”
Third image: A close-up of Aira’s right eye and face. His eye is completely blackened, and his hair is messy. The text caption reads: “and everything just becomes. so far away”
Fourth image: A sideview of Aira. He set the CD down and gives the customer its price. His text bubble is wobbly, as if his voice is trembling, and the customer’s text bubble in response features a sweat mark and an “OK” with a question mark. There’s a string tied around his neck, leading to a balloon. The text caption reads: “aira can feel himself there but he’s like a balloon, and the only thing holding him to the ground most of the time is the soreness in his throat”
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I love you fics that stay true to the character I love you fics that I open and say oh he would say that I love you fics that keep a character’s little imperfections in I love you fics that understand the original media I love you fics that are clearly from authors who care
I love you fics that slip seamlessly into the cracks between canon and I love you fics that are so wildly out of time and place but still hold true to the core of the characters
contact
rating: general audiences archive warning: no archive warnings apply relationship: oukawa kohaku/shiratori aira characters: oukawa kohaku, shiratori aira additional tags: fluff, mutual pining, slow burn, sort of, alternative universe - canon divergence, au where kohaai don't find out they're online friends until after !! main story, pov alternating, alkaloid and himeru cameos words: 11,746 published: 2023-08-15
summary: that doesn’t mean he can’t post about it, right? it would be a way to get some of this admiration out of his system. or at least that’s the justification aira uses when he makes his first post about kohaku on his fan account.
or kohaku and aira don't find out they're online friends until after !! main story.
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Ensemble Stars! (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Oukawa Kohaku/Shiratori Aira, Oukawa Kohaku & Shiratori Aira Characters: Oukawa Kohaku, Shiratori Aira (Ensemble Stars!) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe - Subarashiki Kono Sekai | The World Ends With You Fusion, Crossover, more crossover than fusion but no twewy characters are in this, Reunions, Past Character Death, !! Chapter 2 Episode 33 - Contact Series: Part 1 of feel the rhythms of our dreams Summary:
It’s impossible not to recognize the boy you won a death game with, even if it’s been years since the first and only time you saw each other alive. (AU where Aira and Kohaku were partners in the Reaper’s Game years prior to the events of !!)
Author’s Note:
This is essentially a prequel to the actual fic I was working on but I got tired of looking at that one so woe, prequel be upon ye. It’s everyone’s favorite moonlight encounter scene.
ooo where are the new kohaai fics..
on ao3! i checked a few hrs ago so there might be more now aaaahhhhh im so excited
ao3 comments will be like “i like this line of your fic” and my reply will be like “fantastic thank you here’s my entire thought process about how i ended up with that particular line and also an outline for another fic i have and fifteen resources i used to research 1980s politics” and nobody asked for that chill
i asked for that
No we 100% asked for that.
Definitely asked for that, and also here’s the other three dozen lines from your fic that I liked and the outline for the fic they inspired me to write plus some extra character meta that at this point is only tangentially related to your fic but was definitely inspired by those 1980s politics resources and -
Yep.
This is literally how I made most of my fandom besties.
Listen…
Fic Commenters: If you ever want to make a comment going on depth about a part of a fic that stood out to you, but think “does the author really want to read all this?” The answer is YES! YES WE DO WANT TO READ ALL THAT!!!!
Fic authors: If you ever see a comment that makes you want to explain your thought process behind your writing, and you think “does the commenter really want to read all this?” The answer is YES! YES WE DO WANT TO READ ALL THAT!!!
i probably can’t draw double face in maid dresses but what if i WROTE a double face undercover maid fic ..hm what sort of mission would require going undercover disguised as maids..
oughhh.... the urge is getting stronger.....
if you WROTE one I think I'd be indebted to draw a maid outfit df just for the fic. so. there's motivation.
maybe they're posing as actual maids to serve their target at an event or something? and they use their """""disguise""""" to get close to the higher-ups of the event? holy shit wait what if madara also had like a long dress but he's got one of those where he rips off the lower hem (??) to reveal his slutty maid outfit. yknow. for dramatic purposes and also mobility. or or or my other stupid idea was maid cafe but I really have no idea how important that could be other than embarrass kohaku until he goes off
fanfiction is like. here's a piece of my soul! here's the parts of me i didn't know what else to do with! i wrapped them up in something i love in an attempt to understand my own feelings and morals and maybe the whole world. hope you like it.
I haven't heard of Shiguang VS the forces of the Macarena Rubber Duck, can you tell me about it? I'm p curious tbh
I consider it my honor to be able to introduce you all to Shiguang vs the Forces of the Macarena Rubber Duck
excerpts::
Is it as unhinged as it seems? Yes.
I can't help but think every so often an internet friend will talk to Aira about idols and he just has to stop himself from going "You Don't Know. You Don't Understand. Tenshouin Eichi and Sakuma Rei hate each other and I'm stuck in the middle every day. I can't go to my best friend's room without Tomoe Hiyori kicking us both out. Witches are real and he helped me not get fired." Aira still loves idols but he's also experiencing so much all the time and he can't talk about it with anyone except Kohaku, who assassinates people on the side
Totally forgot to say, fic was based on these tags, thanks @nazuna-tunnel-vision I hope you like socmed fics?