category 54 petals resolution moment

hold on a second man…

@insect-p0sitivity tags peer approved

oh this reminds us of a poem we saw in the seventies that was something like

everybody’s always on writing prompts like “what if there was a world where everyone had a timer ticking down to their death… but you met someone whose timer said infinity!” or “what if everyone had their cause of death tattooed across their forehead… but you met someone whose forehead said THE CREATURE!” Enough -

enough. stop with the shock value. there is no need to insert THE CREATURE; the benign concept of such a world is horrifying enough. not even in urgency, but just in banal, everyday interaction. imagine you meet someone and their timer says two years. not tomorrow, not urgently soon, but two years. enough to do quite a lot. they could fall in love in that time - could they get engaged? have a baby? you might otherwise get to know them, befriend them, but perhaps you opt not to, make a conscious choice not to invest in your own grief. what balancing act would every individual person have to participate in - I have ten years, is that long enough to be a good mother to children? is that long enough to secure a caretaker for my own mother? my wife will die a few months before me. my newborn’s timer reads nineteen years.

and cause of death. you interview for a job and emblazoned across the healthy, smiling face of the HR lady is MALNUTRITION. your country is prospering, safe, but every person you meet on the street from the babies to the old women read BOMB. BOMB. what kind of havoc would fate wreak on the world? what about the loss of privacy? how would that shape our notions of hope? idk man I think a lot of those ancient poems were right, and the fates are monsters. I’m interested by the framing of these ideas as trite horror tales when the premises themselves are so much more disturbing if simply taken to their logical ends

now i might be wrong. but i'm pretty sure these aren't omens. like these are just things that can kill you.

this is like if i said i'm a prophet because i know exactly when you'll die and then pulled out a gun and shot you with it

Me and my friend made a chart of how and when we think the enstars will die, so CW for many ways of death

Found this on Twitter, so I thought, why not posting it here and doing a tag game 😊

Ok, I’ll go first

If he is the reason, I’d go to prison gladly 🥰❤️‍🔥

Tagging: @killerqueen-ofwillowgreen @nic-214 @milkyway-ashes @dr-radiation @whitequeen-ofwillowgreen @sunsetdaydreamer @therockywhorerpictureshow @delicatelyfantasticninja and everyone 😊

Sorry if I forgot to tag some of you!

Doing it coz this looks fun!!

Kitty sleeping peacefully while i be getting arrested👀

No pressure tags: @malencholic-nyx @paysomeonetopaysomeone @strawmeetsberry @staringatthesunsett @pheonix-thefirebird @waitingforthesunrise @wonderprocrastinator @chand-si-mehbooba @ur-frndlyneighbourhood-gaykid @defnotzoyasworld @wishtobefictional @panic-like-the-disaster-you-are @tiredandcaffeinated @walkingaftermidnight07 @surgeon-of-games @tiensmamains @le-petite-ivy @werewolfenthusiast and anyone else

Thanks for tagging @ashlakh

I would gladly be arrested for Coffee

tagging @waitingforthesunrise @toburnmykruge @danityrose @deecubeisaries @staringatthesunsett @theoculus124 @yarrrdonut @le-petite-ivy @panic-like-the-disaster-you-are @trashmeowcan and anyone who wants to join !

It seems like I'm arrested for shoes. 👍

No pressure tags: @theoculus124 @gupta-ji-ki-badi-beti @shyam-ki-sakhi @twenty-first-century-ki-laila @dishaakikhoj @abookworm @suttaking

tyy for the tag @deecubeisaries cool shows btw

Oop-

I'm getting arrested for making my partner @angerycat a pride keychain

:((

No pressure tags: @angerycat @anxiousinternetfox @beetrootsoupdragon @din0s-in-space @danityrose @fucklife101 @gasstationsweets @happiness-is-a-butterfly-pdf @ilikegaypeople73 @person4924 @waitingforthesunrise @paysomeonetopaysomeone @tiredandcaffeinated @pheonix-thefirebird @toburnmykruge @lalallorona @morally-gayy @oh-mother-i-cannot-weave @panic-like-the-disaster-you-are @gooseberry--fool @hunterxwolfx

And anyone else who wants to :))

hm

@p0patochisps

i wasn't tagged but i do like this one so i hope you don't mind-

oh. fab??

(i mean. i'd go to prison for fab /silly)

(tags: @lyssified, open tags :] )

The 5th picture was me so I’m doing the 6th

@snobgoblin @copiaplush @happylandfill23 @how-fag-can-i-be

interesting

@g-rillazxx @dafreaklover and open tags :]

edited cuz i realized one of the people i tagged already did this oops

Understandable

@benatarrrr @vexune-miku @xxbatsybeanxx @bring-onthe-rain @flndokitty @puffpuffhumb3rt @puffledthomas @talloskout @skittlechild @

Aw come on tony didn’t look THAT bad pre-transition :(((

jesus christ yeah ill

ill accept my fate

this is pretty terrifying

@marvusxoloto69 @ghommytommytime @3ggyb0y @dafreaklover @delightfulrat86 @vexune-miku @flndokitty

@skittlechild @flndokitty @dafreaklover

oh. wtf

@vexune-miku , @dafreaklover, @puffledthomas

that checks out.

@4ng3l-g4br13l @wondergeek idfk who else to tag LMAO???

I umm uuhhh I can explain 😍 I'd gladly go to prison for him though

@fruixtii @frogeloise @sleepygamerotaku @g0ttal0ve101 @crowisinthetrash @ anyone else :3

thanks for the tag!

omg its because i took a picture of thee vil schoenheit without his permission isn’t it….umm i swear it was totally an accident hahahahahahahah

@silvercrane14 @rayroseu-reblogs @ayrnnse and anyone else !

thank you for the tag!!

my fifth picture is my screen time from a few days ago....i only got on my phone to use tumblr

@neptunite-stars @internetslice if you'd like! and anyone else

tysm for the tag!!

i had to download this meme ok it was too funny

uhh @asherasgayagenda @pitxroxas @bluestbluejay and anyone else who wants to join!!

this is too fitting

@peach-tia @direct0rhutao @reeeeko @continuousmeowing + whoever else!

I think it means something that Asagiri made Chuuya completely repress his emotions at the death of every single person he cared about in stormbringer but then had him completely snap and become actively suicidal when Dazai died in Beast to the point that he went insane and had to be chained up in a governement facility.

In a universe where he despised him.

Do you ever think in the absolutely devastating contrast between dazai’s reaction to odasaku’s death vs chuuya’s to the flag’s? About how Dazai is generally seen as cold and emotionless but odasaku’s death is one of the few moments in which Dazai shows pure, genuine, /unadulterated emotion/. One of the few moments in which he wasn’t the demon prodigy or this omnipotent being and just someone suffering because they just lost their best friend? About how chuuya is his opposite and is this giant ball of strong /loud/ emotions, about how he is by far the most expressive character in the whole story but when he saw his friends die, he had to keep a blank face? About how he consciously fought the urge to scream? About how he was falling apart but he /forced/ himself to keep his emotions at bay because he put albatross needs over his own pain? Detached, apathetic and always in control Dazai Osamu was overwhelmed by emotion and crumbling apart, meanwhile loud, expressive and impulsive Nakahara chuuya was forced into quietness. I just find fascinating that they showed completely different reactions of what they usually show to the world but is precisely that what makes this scenes hurt so fucking much.

Anyway, just a midnight thought

manga: the case study of vanitas by jun mochizuki

quotes: the gods show up - michael kinnucan / the oresteia - aeschylus / the iliad - homer / banks - lincoln / planet of love - richard siken / heaven - mieko kawakami / wolf in white van - john darnielle

TW⚠️: suicide, blood, angst, bsd beast spoilers :,)

this is how i’ll be coping from beast au