Asexual Derek

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“You can’t tell me that the idea hasn’t crossed either of your minds,” Stiles pouted, realizing that he was probably pushing his luck, but he couldn’t help himself; he wanted it.

“Not really,” Derek responded as he slowly crossed his arms over his chest and stared at Stiles, “We agreed to this for you, Stiles, not because of any alternative situations…” he glanced at Peter then, narrowing his brows.

Stiles groaned in annoyance, “Oh, come on,” he threw his arms out in exasperation and looked at Peter, “You haven’t thought of it? I mean, please, give me something to work with here.”

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Stiles felt horribly guilty taking things from his house to move them into Peter’s without telling his dad, but he seriously needed more than the few changes of clothes at his mate’s place, packing his stuff for making weapons and a good few other things that he wouldn’t have taken on a weekend camping trip (or a week long one).

He probably would’ve felt less horrible if he’d been nonchalant about it, but he’d snuck it all out like a fucking burglar, and it made him seem like he was doing something he shouldn’t have been. Which, yeah, he totally got that that was like... all of his life - doing things that were wrong - but this actually felt that way.

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Scott stood up as well, still fingering the taller beta, “He’s as ready as he’s gonna be, at least until one of us is in him,” he told Stiles. He gripped the base of his length and rubbed the head of his dick against Isaac’s ass cheek, hissing from just how good the little bit of contact felt.

Isaac bared his throat to Stiles the best he could, the urge to do so coming almost immediately as if the other beta was his superior. He reached up and rested his palms on Stiles’s shoulders though, cock twitching it’s interest at Scott’s words, “What’s that supposed to even mean?”

“You should probably go first,” Stiles said as he recognized that still unfamiliar roll of arousal as Isaac submitted.

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Stiles would never understand how he’d handled so many werewolves before, when he wasn’t one himself. He’d went from having zero game - literally zero, as in ‘kiss virgin’ - to having all of the game humanly possible in his pack. He wasn’t sure if he had their heats to thank for it, or if it was all Scott’s fault for kissing him, but something had shifted, that was for sure. He’d take it, though, even if he didn’t really understand where it’d stemmed from.

Stiles set the cell down on his lap as he climbed into the jeep outside Derek’s loft and started it up. It was still raining outside, so he’d went from being pleasantly damp to soaked to the bone in nearly two seconds flat, and he’d spent at least five hours at the alpha’s.

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Stiles clutched his red hoodie close as he climbed from the jeep and walked through the insane downpour, tropical storm weather didn’t really stop him from coming over the next day.

He’d made his promises and he was keeping them.

Which meant he’d woken up naked, with a warm man behind him, still knotted inside of him even though he didn’t need to be. Stiles had left his mate sprawled on the bed after they got off, showered and dropped by his dad’s house.

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There was so much happening inside of his head, so many memories flooding him, that he had to make distance. He pulled his cell out of his pocket before he really lost it, calling a taxi and moving across the street to the nearest store. He had to admit, he was proud of himself for keeping it as contained as he was, hands shaking as he sent a quick text to Peter as he sat on the park bench and waited.

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Listening to his betas talk and not actively moving to have the door open for Stiles by the time he exited the elevator made Derek feel kind of like he was going to bust out of his skin, because he hadn’t really seen a lot of the younger man since the accident.

He waited until he heard Stiles a little closer to his door before moving to it and opening it up, automatically stepping aside to silently welcome him inside.

Stiles put his hands in his pockets before moving in, looking around curiously. He couldn’t remember Derek’s loft at all, so for seeing it again, for the first time to him, it kind of all made sense. It was very Derek, very practical.

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Stiles stood by Scott in the doorway, grinning and slinking over to the bed as silently as possible. He pulled off his jacket, carefully removed his shoes and dressed down to his shirt and boxers before he slipped under the covers behind Isaac.

He didn’t like that the other man was sleeping in the middle of the day, it wasn’t really healthy, but he figured that maybe Isaac felt a little lost without Scott around.

Stiles leaned in and wrapped his arms around the werewolf, smoothing his hand up Isaac’s chest as he brushed his lips through the other man’s soft, curly hair, all messy from sleep. He pressed short, sensual kisses down over his temple and cheekbone, along his jaw, slowing now, drawing them out more.

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Scott left Allison’s right after he got the call from Peter, kind of worried about his best friend in general. He’d been wondering how he was handling everything, but Derek had made it clear that none of the pack was to show up unannounced, and that Stiles had to seek them out before they were allowed to see him. So the call from Peter was kind of a relief.

The alpha let him in the house when he got there, frowning and gesturing upstairs.

Scott took the cue and jogged up the steps, all but pounding against the closed bedroom door, “Hey, man, it’s me. Let me in.”

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A few days passed unbearably slowly, Stiles kept getting headaches from things rushing in some times, mindless things, but he was starting to feel somewhat normal, less overwhelmed by mundane day-to-day tasks.

He didn’t really trust Peter any more, ever since the lie about him staying over at the older man’s house, he couldn’t shake off the unease he felt around the alpha. And then there was the memory of whatever had happened to him on someone else’s bed; he knew it wasn’t his own.

He knew that jogging someone’s memory normally came from reenacting, so he decided to do it himself. He set the gun on the stand by his bed, the very way it was, in his memory, and then he laid down diagonally. He reached out for it, and though it wasn’t instant, he did get something just a moment after holding his hand out.

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The first class went by easy, Stiles didn’t really understand ninety percent of what was being said, but when the teacher or professor or whatever the fuck they were was passing back their works, he handed Stiles his own and he felt the back of his neck heat as the teacher leaned in and praised his work, commenting to the rest of the class that it was the only one he bothered to read from front to back.

What made Stiles even more nervous was the fact that it was about twenty pages thicker than the other packets Stiles saw him handing out. He took a moment to flip through it, eyes widening as he looked at his own handwriting, and he couldn’t help but feel proud of himself.

He got flashes through the class, of things the teacher had said before, things he’d done himself. They were slow coming in at first, but by the time class was over, his head was pounding and he felt like he was going to be sick.

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Stiles’s internal clock was what woke him in the morning and he rolled onto his back, sighing and stretching, grinning sleepily as he laid still for a moment.

He didn’t often have weird dreams, or maybe things he’d consider nightmares, but that one took the cake. As far as dreams went, though, it wasn’t really realistically convincing - what with Peter being alive in it. Things like that always took him out of the dream, because you might as well try to convince him that he was a female Orc.

Stiles reached down into his pajamas, wrapping his fingers around his morning erection and tugging it calm and slow at first, stretching as he did so, concentrating more on the sound of his hand on his length, louder than he remembered it being.

Peter woke shortly after Stiles, a rustling sound of sheets being what had pulled him from sleep, and when he looked across the bed to Stiles, his eyes widened somewhat, confused as to why the beta was touching himself with the alpha being just next to him. Surely his memories hadn’t came back that quickly.

He cleared his throat and tried not to smirk, “Need a hand?” he asked casually, voice thick with sleep.