I still haven't got my tumblr back

And it makes me feel really angry and sad. It angers me how sad it makes me feel HAH... I contacted Microsoft about my email and they told me my acc is closed due to terms violation... But I'm pretty sure that was the HACKER that hacked my account. Sigh. So now I sent an appeal to [email protected] as my last chance to appeal getting back my email. So basically my account is not dead and I can't make that " new email exactly as the old one" trick, but i cant enter either because its CLOSED sue to this fuckass hacker. Wish me luck guys in straightforward recovering this tumblr account. Thank you @staff for a warm copy paste answer. Thanks for fucking nothing.