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Can people stop talking about the gays and lesbians like being this way is some kind of a disease... And also stop it about being ugly and having acne and being skinny and the need to put on weight... `
I feel like you're talking about me; I feel indirectly attacked. I can't help but feel so offended. STOP. NO MORE! Please...
July was a bittersweet month for me especially because Jul 11 was my last day of National Service (NS) — finally! However the same time, I think I’m gonna miss some of my now ex-colleagues from my camp. Oh wells… But I’m happy though because I’m on a new chapter in my life right now and am gonna embark on a new journey where hopefully I will get to experience new adventures and meet new amazing people.
Coincidentally, the fasting month started around my ORD. Gee… fasting has really taken a toll on my weight. I look ridiculously bony and skinnier than usual! And I’m so gassy too! *Burps* To keep my mind and tummy off food and other temptations, I spent most of time watching foreign and indie films, and cleaning my room. Omgosh — it took me almost two weeks to get my whole room clean and tidy; there was so much junk! Props to all the moms out there. Cleaning is not easy!
I’m gonna try to gain some weight this August. And oh — I’m gonna do some running too! Wish me luck!
I’m so tired of hearing people talking and criticizing my weight!
"You’re so skinny!" "You’re so bony!" "You’re look like a pole!" "You need to eat more!" "You’re so Fxxking Skinny!" "Seriously, you need to eat more" "You’re so skinny it’s disgusting!" "You don’t show your legs because they’re bony" "You're not nice to hug `cause you're too bony"
Gee they make me feel really bad about myself... I know that their opinions don't matter but sometimes it's hard not to ignore them especially when you receive such comments on a regular basis... Sigh, why can't I be perfect...?
I've been eating a lot lately, even when I'm not really that hungry. I know it's bad but recently, I've been getting a lot of comments from people saying that I'm too skinny. Ugh. I feel so bad about myself...
I'm so tired of hearing people talking and criticizing my weight!
You're so skinny!
You're so bony!
You're like a pole!
You need to eat more! You're so Fxxking Skinny!
Seriously, you need to eat more...
You're so skinny it's disgusting!
You don't show your legs because they're bony.
You don't like changing in front of the other guys because of your bony chest.
You're not helping...
You make me feel really bad about myself... Just leave me alone!
