Reviewing my 2013 Goals/Resolutions. Omgosh what was I thinking?!

Be more open, but only to people I trust* Still having problems with this one. lol It’s hard to trust people...
Find real good friends, maybe a real best friend who’s not a teddy bear* Nope. Still haven't found any especially from where I live. Sighs.
Try to document a piece of my life at least once a day. I managed to update my blogs at least a couple a times a week.
Start vlogging. I tried recording myself and it turned out really bad. Omgosh I was so awkward… So yeah… eeek
Record myself talking. Sometimes I made a recording of me talking about random stuff at night before going to bed. I haven’t listened to them though but I'm sure they very cringe-worthy!
Do more vocal exercises* I haven’t done any since late November though. Need to start doing this again!
Sing more* [√]
Take up acting/singing classes. They’re expensive!!! So I guess maybe someday… in the future… or never… idk...
Take a part-time job. I tried to find a part-time job but I decided not to because I felt like I wash’t good enough… Yeah I don’t have any confidence myself. No one wants to hire someone who’s not confident anyway...
Clear my acne & acne scars* My acne got better but it got worse again. It’s very depressing. And the scars are making me more depressed. Sobs I'm ugly!!!
Gain weight* SOBS why is it so hard to gain weight!!!
Exercise at least once a week. [√] I actually managed to run 2-3 times a week for 3-4 months! So proud of myself! :)
Do more stretches. I’m still not flexible! :(
Read more* [√] I read more than I did in 2012. So yay?
Buy myself a smartphone (call me maybe?) [√]
Eat healthily* Still working on it...
Be more confident* Hmm this is hard. For me sadly.
Offer free hugs to strangers after gaining confidence. lol Like they would want me to hug them… Why was I thinking? @.@
Record myself dancing in public, again after gaining confidence. Again, what was I thinking? lol @.@
Save up money, or still some (kidding!) Errr just so you after my national service and since started studying now… I don’t have a lot of money left in my bank! In other words, I’m broke! :(
Do more charity & volunteering* Sobs. I seriously wanna do more of this! :(
Draw and doodle more often* [√]
Buy more clothes, nice clothes with the right sizes! -.- I don’t look good even with nice clothes. It’s true.
Make a time capsule box for 2013* [√] Kinda did this… but it’s not really for 2013. I have a box where I keep a lot of memorabilia…
Keep notes of good memories that happen in 2013 in a jar. Sadly, 2013 did not bring me any a lot of good memories… Hopefully 2014 does….
Take more picture of myself even if I look horrible - that’s like always :( Nope. I cringe every time I take a picture of myself. I always end up deleting them. I’m so ugly!
Make cute shirts for Elix, my teddy bear. Sorry Elix… :(
Try to get at least 7 hours of rest every night. But I don’t get much now since I have started going back to school...
Pray more* [√] Sorta. I learned how to pray though. It’s not really perfect but I'm still working on it! :)
Spend more time at the beach, relaxing. Not enough tbh. The last time I went to the beach was a few months ago and it wasn’t a nice experience. @.@
Lessen my body hair - don’t judge me! Actually leg hair LOL Yes - don't judge me!
Travel to a different country at least once this year. Hmm should have never mentioned this `cause I can never afford to travel!
Learn to play the ukulele. Crapsicle. I forgot about my ukulele!
Appreciate the little wonderful things in life more. Still working on this...
Appreciate my parents more. But I can never repay the all the things they've done for me tbh...
Re-learn basic Italian - Mi Piace Britney Spears! I didn't have the time to learn lol
Keep my hair a little bit longer so I could have my curls back! My hair is longer and so unmanageable now… And I'm balding. I think. I am! EEK NO!
Buy a new laptop - Mac or PC? [√]
Buy a professional camera. Too expensive!
Have a “spa night” every week. lol
Go to at least 2 concerts this year. I went to… zero.
Learn a new word every week. [√]
Breathe properly. It’s hard because I always have this anxiety...
Don’t be afraid to be dorky. But I get embarrassed easily though…lol
Laugh more even if people make fun of my laughter. Working on it...
Do more self-reflection every night before bed. [√]
Learn how to stand up for myself. Still working on it…
Harness my anxiety/panic disorder. I’ve been getting lots of panic attacks lately…And sadly, I can’t really control them...
Learn how to love and accept myself* Still working on it...
Love more, hate less. Still working on it...
~~Fall in love~~ * lol. Obviously a joke. @.@

So I managed to accomplish 16 out of 51 goals. That's not bad...