August 2013 -- U Want a Hot Body? U Betta Work, Bitch!
In August, we celebrated Eid and thank goodness I managed to avoid visiting some of my relatives! If you read one of my older posts, you would know why I despise them. OK -- maybe 'despise' is a very strong.... I'm just not very fond of my relatives. They can be so judgmental, and are super annoying! lol :S
Last month was also a pretty depressing time for me because I didn't feel so good about myself -- what's new? I know right? lol. I was worrying so much about my future and wasn't sure whether I should go back to studying or get a job, which to be honest, I think would be really impossible since I don't really possess any useful skills. And this was compounded by my other never-ending insecurities about my appearance and my sexuality. AH I just hate feeling so insecure...
So after Eid, I started to try to get back the weight that I had lost during the fasting month. I'm still trying though but I'm not really sure how much I had really lost or if I'm gaining any back. I have also started to run/jog at least 3 nights a week for about 30 minutes. It's quite an achievement for me personally and I'm quite proud of myself for being this consistent although I'm gonna be honest that -- sometimes I dread doing it haha but I like how healthy I feel afterwards which makes it worth it I guess lol.
So... yeah, I'm gonna do it again tonight and listen to Work Bitch while I'm running! The song is definitely my latest obsession and it's actually kinda motivating lol. "You want a hot body? You better WORK, BITCH!" OK, Britney... I'll try... @.@