Damn it - I’m gonna be skinnier this Ramadan than I already am... :’( Anywho... Happy Ramadan Mubarak, y’all.
July 2013 – The Skinny Get Skinnier
July was a bittersweet month for me especially because Jul 11 was my last day of National Service (NS) — finally! However the same time, I think I’m gonna miss some of my now ex-colleagues from my camp. Oh wells… But I’m happy though because I’m on a new chapter in my life right now and am gonna embark on a new journey where hopefully I will get to experience new adventures and meet new amazing people.
Coincidentally, the fasting month started around my ORD. Gee… fasting has really taken a toll on my weight. I look ridiculously bony and skinnier than usual! And I’m so gassy too! *Burps* To keep my mind and tummy off food and other temptations, I spent most of time watching foreign and indie films, and cleaning my room. Omgosh — it took me almost two weeks to get my whole room clean and tidy; there was so much junk! Props to all the moms out there. Cleaning is not easy!
I’m gonna try to gain some weight this August. And oh — I’m gonna do some running too! Wish me luck!
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Gosh I feel so weirdly tired recently. It feels like something is draining out my energy and I don't think it has anything to do with me fasting though... Maybe it's gotta do with me having just ended my 2-year national service... The last time I experienced this was when I was so depressed. I guess it's just a way my body is dealing with how I'm feeling right now... I know I should be happy but maybe it still hasn't hit me yet... I guess I'm just worried about my future... Change is scary...
Tomorrow (July 10th 2013):
- The start of Ramadan. Fasting is fun but I'm gonna get even skinnier now.SOBS. Not fun!
- The second last day of my national service! Hopefully I can get my ORD clearance form signed tomorrow so that I can just disappear from my office on Thursday...
Gosh why do I feel so nervous right now...?