Bought myself a birthday sandwich today :)
Aww my parents just threw me a mini birthday celebration at home… I hate celebrating my birthday but that was so sweet.. They shouldn’t have though… They’re so nice… I don’t deserve it tbh
Ahhhh I'm Turning 24 in three hours!
No More Swallowing For Me For Awhile...
Sobs my throat hurts. I think I have tonsillitis...
I have a Social Behavioral Studies class tomorrow and my lecturer will definitely make me read to whole class again... But my throat... it hurts for me to talk more than when I swallow... Sigh...
Oh and I found out that my birthday -- which is on the Jan 8th -- is this Wednesday. Sobs I feel older already. Double sigh.
OMGOSH I forgot that my Birthday is next week! @.@ Noooooooo I feel so OLD-ER
Alone in My Room This New Year's Eve #Foreveralone
I will be spending the night in my room and will probably hear people scream "HAPPY NEW YEAR!" outside, and fireworks somewhere in my town...
Oh -- and my birthday is coming soon. Dang it. Noooo I'm getting older way too soon...! :(
January 2013 - Changes
January was the month of new changes in my life which I had to adjust to (I'm still adjusting). On Jan 8th I matured into a 23-year-old young man. I still feel like a teenager at times though. I'm hormonal; I breakout a lot. I guess I'm a late bloomer -- dang it! But to tell you the truth I'm actually afraid of growing up; the Peter Pan in me just doesn't want to. I'm going through a new phase in my life where I get really anxious and frustrated easily and moody and somewhat rebellious. There's just so much anger and angst in me -- see, still feel like a teenager! I don't know why but this kinda scares me. I feel like I'm gonna erupt one day and it won't be pretty. Maybe it's just stress. Maybe all this negative energy is making me sick or maybe I'm sick because of my big brother who got sick first. Well, it was definitely because of him that I got sick. Curse you big brother! I try to focus and surround myself with positive things though like eating healthily, watching sitcoms that make me laugh, and music. Dang it -- speaking of music, my iPod is broken and I need to get it fixed... Change is crazy and scary so I'm taking everything in slowly; one at a time... Hopefully February will be a much better month for me! *Finger crossed*
I used to think that on my birthday, something magical would happen. Now I'm a newly 23-year-old, I still think the same way. I don't know why but maybe because I still haven't achieved or experienced that moment in my life where I would feel amazing, beautiful and infinite. I want that feeling so badly...
Anywho... Happy B'day to me, and to every b'day boy and girl out there! :)
What Should I Give My Dad For His Birthday?
I've been trying to find something neat to buy for my dad's birthday... but no luck! I wanna buy him a cool looking leather jacket on ASOS.com but it's freaking expensive! @.@ He would look good in it. I really wanna buy him that `cause he rides a motorcycle and the current jacket he's using is old... I also wanna buy him a pair of leather gloves to go with that jacket and guess what? They are also expensive! @.@
Sighs... I really wanna buy something nice for his birthday... Man, I wish I was rich...