I was just thinking about how I don’t speak very good Japanese, but I speak more Japanese than most people in the world. And this will probably be true of almost any skill you practice even a little bit. There are many skills out there and we each know only a small subset of them, so if you go out and decide to pick up a new skill you can end up better than 50%, 80%, maybe even 99% of the population pretty quickly. Another example is math. Like, when I’m around other math people, I feel like I basically know nothing. All of math is baffling to me. But realistically I know more math than basically every single person I meet in a non-academic context. So like.
If you are feeling bad about yourself this is a good thing to keep in mind. You’re probably better than most people at something. If you aren’t, you can become better than most people relatively quickly and easily just by giving something a go for a bit.