aph-japan reblogged
Me, extremely casually, as if I'm describing the weather: Unfortunately, my bio parent has been dead for almost a decade. They passed almost immediately before I was going to meet them and I still have a lot of Feelings about that. I'd love to be able to have a "reaffirming" ""reunion"" story about having met my bio parent in person, to determine how I truly feel about them and the terms I use for them personally in the end, but it's never going to happen and I'm still not sure I even wanted it to. Please leave me be in peace.
#jewish tag#jewish issues#bio parent tag#me#aphjapan#aphjapan blog psa#chai blog psa#chai personal#chai posts#chai biological relatives#family death#familial death#biological parents#first families issues#donor children#donor children issues#anonymous donors#im having a fucking day and night since last night#i should never have had to publicly dilvulge any of this to write a fucking digimon adventure or even hetalia character#im archiving this only so the comment is on my blog#and so people can never ask me shit like#op are u adopted#in my comments ever fucking again#FAMILY IS NOT DETERMINED BY BLOOD#fuck off#leave me the fuck alone#go talk to my dead bioparent in your so called heaven if you want to know so badly what they think of me and if they consider me a#first families#oh thats right you cant#because neither can i and maybe just maybe i would have been perfectly fine never wanting to know about my origin from the start