( ... tbh ... I don’t know what to do about this blog anymore )
#mands personal#mands posts#mands rambles#mands text posts#mands text#(..... I really don't think I'm. cut out for most large fandoms anymore)#(unless they're like. P.k.m.n etc.)#(Digimon @dventures is a little better because of how small it is during downtime)#(and even then there's new exclusionists showing up etc.)#(there are some generally awful people over in my other main fandom rn too that just. won't go away)#(and after this whole fiasco)#(... i don't know just)#(i really wish i wasn't forced to choose between)#(my identity)#(and F@NDOM OF ALL THINGS)#(like)#(I really didn't want to have to change my urls etc.)#(just)#(when i made my blogs)#(grandpa on mom's side)#(grandma on dad's side)#(my biological father)#(were still alive)#(but. yeah. just)#(and there's personal posts and permissions connected to this blog)#(I didn't want to change it because Pixiv artists might not be able to find it again)#(but like. dang)#(for like 7 years this blog has gone mostly undetected. 7 years)#(after the first few years i closed anon. later closed submit when viruses were going around)#(and i'm still having to worry about things)