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#manda rambles#(manda's posts)#(anyway i updated my full profile and faq sections in the last couple days)#(please take the time to read them if you're an active follower)#(if you do too can you like this post maybe?)#(i am so tired)#(why are people like radfems and exclusionists still following me)#(i wasn't going to comment on the discourse because i hate discourse but at this point i'm fed up)#(i'm sorry for the bit of negativity lately i'm hoping to turn this into more positivity)#(but there's definitely -phobes and exclusionists following me that have been irritating me so maybe note all that in my bio yeah)#(i'm willing to give other chances too as said like if you recognize what counts as that rhetoric)#(but some people just. keep. missing. the point. completely and still follow me and tag their reblogs like)#(i don't want to block you please don't make me block you)#(because i tend to like some of your content otherwise and i know you're probably nice just)#(i'm so tired i can barely find the words to describe why lately)#(sometimes i think about taking a break from fandom because of all the negativity wearing on me and my conditions)#(but then i'd feel upset because i love sharing positive content and creative works with other fans!!)#(I LOVE ALL OF YOU WHO ARE POSITIVE I LOVE YOU I REALLY LOVE)#(especially those who keep my rare otps and favs alive!!)#(so negl i'll probably never truly leave still even now)#(just... please... please understand my views if you're following me)#(i already had to deal with a radfem exclusionist in kagepro fandom just I AM SO DONE)#(who also was approving of death threats and false callouts and cyberbullying just I AM SO DONE THEIR HEADCANON ISN'T EVEN CANON)#(THERE'S MULTIPLE INTERPRETATIONS J U S T)#(also them just totally disregarding important information about other things too in favor of bullying just)#(fortunately they listened when i asked them to stop BUT STILL I'M MAD)#negativity //#(but again i'm hoping to turn it into positivity yeah I WANT TO)#(just THE KAGEPRO THING WAS EVEN ABOUT A SHIP THAT'S NOT EVEN ONE I ACTIVELY SHIP LIKE I ACKNOWLEDGE IT BUT STILL J U S T)#(anyway. this... might also go for you if you're the type to engage in this stuff often. just. please read my bios)