EITHER YOU EMBRACE THE DARKNESS OR BE OVERCOME BY THE DARKNESS.

Darkness seems to just drop on you or you fall into it.

Light would just blast you from any direction and off you go, through walls, a blur of a lifetime.

Then there is that grey haze you could be STUCK IN with that dull humming of stagnation, no direction whatsoever.

All these have one feeling in common: nausea.