who's a heretic now?

#every time i see this gifset#this procession of alex vause slowly and wholly losing it#i think about what my cousin said when we were watching it#‘where is piper?’#and i didnt think about it the first time i watched it#but i mean its such a big scene for alex bc she was so sure of this and she was so done w being afraid#that she just went for it and i mean ALEX VAUSE WENT FOR IT WITHOUT CONSIDERING A PLAN FIRST#without thinking of the consequences of the what ifs of the possible scenarios resulting#all she wanted was to be left alone to be able to stop being terrified every goddamn second#and that was literally all she was looking for when she faced lolly#and in this moment its like every miniature change in her face is so important and so telling and /so painful/#and yet#piper is nowhere to be seen#unlike in the bathroom scene at the beginning shes not there to hold her back shes not there to help her out of the mess#shes not there to comfort her#this honestly feels like the most telling moment of piper and alex this season and it hurts#bc piper is not there#and alex is hitting rock bottom#thats all#…#i hate everything#pipes honey you have so much to make up for#so much to fix#*sigh*  (via bipipes)

(Piper is in the yard telling the Walking Plot Device that she’s done with guilt... ARRGGGHHH)

Yeah, I remember when this scene ended and then, Alex saw Piper and her thingtalking about that fucking shit and everything was SO FUCKED UP. Dammit, I cried of anger like I never did before.

i’m the one who had to learn to build a heart made of a r m o r

I FELL MORE IN LOVE WITH ALEX THIS SEASON AND IT IS NOT OK FUCK YOU PIPER SHE IS THE CUTEST SWEETEST ANGEL SENT FROM ABOVE BYE

Same

Alex, Orange is the New Black (via perfect)

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A Series of Necessary Alex Vause Gifs [8/?]

The real favorite is all five. (insp)