We Love & Miss You, Maddie
When Maddie arrived to Animal Place in December of 2009, she experienced freedom for the first time. Having spent her first 7 years of life in a concrete pen, her blood forcibly removed to help cows at a veterinary hospital...Maddie had only known discomfort, suffering, and confinement.
She flew across the pasture when the trailer doors opened. I had never seen a cow as large as Maddie move so swiftly!
Maddie was never able to fully trust all humans, though she would open her heart to some. She preferred one on one interactions and, if you found her in the right mood, she would lean gently into your touch.
Maddie is what the industry calls a freemartin. The dairy industry considers it a "severe sexual abnormality" probably because, to them, a female cow who cannot get pregnant is abnormal, useless, unwanted.
To us, Maddie was someone who loved her friends, who stood still for a grooming session with Jazzy, who lumbered slowly over for her daily pain-medication-laced treats, who eyed the humans warily, who existed for herself not for human pride or want or greed.
Maddie lived to be 15, 8 -10 years longer than she would have on a dairy farm. Her body simply failed her. Out of respect for her, we kept our distance as she was sedated and euthanized. We made sure that her closest friends - Jazzy, Shelby, and Magnolia cows - could touch, smell, and be near Maddie's body. All investigated her, but it was Shelby who stayed close, resting her head on Maddie, grooming her body. She is laid to rest in the pasture she loved.
Maddie lived a good life, and unlike so many other cows, she had a good death. She will be dearly missed by her human caregivers and admirers but by her bovine friends most of all.
-Marji Beach, education director