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Beauty in the apertures of pain

@anenlighteningellipsis / anenlighteningellipsis.tumblr.com

I want to say Without temper If possible without the least sense of the heroic Without even the measured ambition to speak the truth which is only another vulgarity To say I am not what I was Indeed I was nothing and now I am at least the possibility of something and this I will defend.
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Romantic obsession is my first language. I live in a world of fantasies, infatuations and love poems. Sometimes I wonder if the yearning I’ve felt for others was more of a yearning for yearning itself. I’ve pined insatiably and repeatedly: for strangers, new lovers, unrequited flames. While the subjects changed, that feeling always remained. Perhaps, then, I have not been so infatuated with the people themselves, but with the act of longing.

Melissa Broder, from “Life without Longing,” The New York Times (9 February 2019)

#melissa broder#life without longing#i can't imagine...#longing#romance#obsession#fantasy#l'amour#amour sans espoir#ac#unrequited love#quotes#personal#call out post#to see if there's a pub
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decadent-hag
Romantic obsession is my first language. I live in a world of fantasies, infatuations and love poems. Sometimes I wonder if the yearning I’ve felt for others was more of a yearning for yearning itself. I’ve pined insatiably and repeatedly: for strangers, new lovers, unrequited flames. While the subjects changed, that feeling always remained. Perhaps, then, I have not been so infatuated with the people themselves, but with the act of longing.

Melissa Broder, from “Life without Longing,” The New York Times (9 February 2019) 

#***#just carve my heart out with a silver spoon#melissa broder#life without longing#longing#l'amour#amour sans espoir#nyt#quotes#unrequited love#ac#Romanticism#obsession
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anenlighteningellipsis
I am not always thinking sweetly of you. I am thinking angrily or indignantly or sulkily, quite often, but I am never not thinking of you. More often than not I am just worried about you, concerned and distressed about my baby lamb being tired or unhappy–and of course often it is with mad, mad passion and sometimes it is naughty, sometimes, only sometimes is it dirty or even sadistic. You are all over me, in sorrow or in joy, all of the time – Oh yes in drunkenness too, in conversation, in work, with every breath and heart-beat.

Laurence Olivier, from a letter to Vivien Leigh

#repeat#ac#you bury me#laurence olivier#letters#obsession#love#quotes#douleur exquise
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you know that person in your life whom you've known for a while who's still somewhat distant but you're there for them in every possible way like yeah of course honey i wanna wrap you up in blankets when you're cold and take you travelling and show you things you've never seen that'll make you gasp in awe and wonder and make you tea and nurse you when you're sick and dump a litter of puppies AND a basket of kittens in your lap when you're sad but also be your drinking mate and maybe make love once in a while and share each others' demons but it's cool it's cool i just adore your very existence including all your fallibilities everything about you that's all i love and adore you can i wash your feet? hem your trousers?

#damn damn damn damn....#i just wanna dump a basket o kittens in her lap OK#obsession#a bit#SHIT#text#personal#friends#ish#this can't be anything like the stupid syndrome can it#???#'shit. shit shit shit shit shi...'#love#NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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