10.19.20
Hello darlings, your resident anxious, depressive, chronically ill queer here. There’s really not much in the way of development to brief you on, unfortunately, but I feel I owe you an update. Still struggling to find a support system, still in dire need of assistance, still holding my life together with both hands. The process of manoeuvring through the social services/social security labyrinths is labourious and infuriatingly slow. I’m sorry I haven’t been as present on this blog as I once was, and as I’d like to be. I’m currently going through so much in my own microcosm of this wretched year that I’ve not had the spoons for it. I’m beginning to feel the all too familiar crushing weight and fatigue that comes before a complete spiral into a depressive mire, but I’m fighting back as hard as possible...
I still need at least $400 just for upcoming bills, out of network doctors aptmts and prescriptions, and basic hygiene products. Thanks to previous generous donations (!!! I love you all so much !!! ❤️) I was able to fill up my car, see my doc, and get a few things last month. But, alas, the cycle doesn’t end, and I find myself terrifyingly close to overdrawing my account.
For more info on my situation, please see my most recent #personal posts.
I know most everyone is Going Through It this year and that you all undoubtably have your own issues, but if there is anything you can possibly do to help me scrape by rn on my journey to independence you would be a life/sanity-saver and I would be immensely grateful!! ❤️
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I’m also gradually trying to sell some of my better articles of [mostly] unworn clothing and such, if you’re interested:
Immeasurable, enveloping love to you all,
Marty xx