anenlighteningellipsis reblogged
violentwavesofemotion-deactivat
I have been in a horrible black mood lately, with feelings of something like hatred towards everybody. Perhaps I am asking for what cannot be. […] And for some reason the mechanism of Life hardly seems to touch me. I find it devilish, devilish, devilish.
Katherine Mansfield, from a letter to Estelle Rice written c. January 1927
#seriously kat...#get out#fu ck#katherine mansfield#letters#correspondence#quotes#depression#black moods#i am so full of rage and toxic jealousy for people who are making postive headway#it's just so pernicious#i know i have to deconstruct this shite but#gd it#why can't i just be happy for them#just fyi if you're succeeding#i'm trying to cheer you on i really am#i might fail at times#i apologise#i'm on my own journey#***#anyway //me#the unpacking project#marty's tag waffles