#is never something appealing – @anenlighteningellipsis on Tumblr

Beauty in the apertures of pain

I want to say Without temper If possible without the least sense of the heroic Without even the measured ambition to speak the truth which is only another vulgarity To say I am not what I was Indeed I was nothing and now I am at least the possibility of something and this I will defend.

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Jeanne Moreau in Five Branded Women (Martin Ritt, 1960), photo by Gjon Mili

#***#current mood #jeanne moreau #five branded women #film #weeping #uuuuhghgh #the unpacking project #<<< something i'm deeply regretting atm #making myself vulnerable after so many afectations of hardness #after succeeding in various ways multiple times #after life and all the terrible people in it force you to repress your sensitive nature #[and become more like them essentially]#is never something appealing #but for me...#it's excruciating #///me #marty's tag waffles