@anchored-and-drowning / anchored-and-drowning.tumblr.com
06/16/2020
4/27/2020
how do I stop falling for you
6/11/2020
“Dear N, I know your dad wasn’t around to teach you the word ‘no’. But fuck. you.
Dear C, All I can say is thank you. Thank you for making me feel wanted. However short but oh so syrupy sweet. Dear K, It’s been four years and I still haven’t clung to someone like I did to you the day we said goodbye. Dear R, We never quite made it but I know the next girl crushed your soul. And god did that feel good. Dear S, Who knew that love and sex could be so opposite. Surely not me.
Dear K,
Did you have to hit me over the head with a bottle? Did you really really have to? Dear K, We really didn’t have to get coffee the next morning. Trust me. Dear D, For someone who looks like that, I really don’t know how we went so wrong. Dear A, If only narcissism could stand in for love, like a cigarette to a meal. Maybe we would’ve made it out alive.
Dear K,
Oh K. My sweet sweet baby. If only you had a brain cell more.
Dear A,
I see you learned the ol’ take a girl to the train tracks at night trick. And oh god did I learn to fall for it.
Dear V
The wisdom you hold in the very fibers of your magnificent being has so much potential to teach the world. Just not me.
Dear T
FUCK. fuck. This is it huh. The day I stop editing this poem. We’ll see my love, we sure will see huh
”
--to all the boys I melted for
04/06/2020
SR, you saved me, and for that I have my whole life to give you 7/17/17
SR 7/15/17
