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You’re the most caring man on Earth. You are the most selfless, loving human being I will ever know. You know, ever since we met and ever since I pulled you out of Hell, knowing you has changed me. Because you cared, I cared. I cared about you. I cared about Sam. I cared about Jack. I cared about the whole world because of you. You changed me, Dean. Why does this sound like a goodbye? Because it is. I love you.
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#and now you're gonna bring him back#you're gonna bring em all back#please please please please#and I don't know if I can handle watching dean heal#in two episodes flat like no#I want him integrating and balancing out and#showing the promise of having hope for the future omfg#I want that for him so bad but#I just#I don't think I can handle watching him#say a heartfelt and teary goodbye to cas and leaving him in the empty#oh god#I mean#please god please just#fix it#(can you believe I'm praying to CHUCK??)#(ffs)#deancas#destiel#spn 15x18#spn spoilers#pain#PAINNN