"Being watched " for the bthb please ?
P1 Beating Heart
Gonna tag @whatwhumpcomments like usual and also @emerqlds because she mentioned wanting to write about vampires. Figured I could share my experience! Thanks for the ask nonny!
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Vampires were supposed to be at the top of the food chain, were supposed to be the most feared. After all, they were stronger than a human on steroids. If this was all true, then why did Silia feel so unnerved right now?
Sili felt a tingle down her spine, which usually always meant something was nearby, specifically something with a heartbeat. So what was it? Because as she looked around, nothing was abnormal. Every painting was in its place, every piece of furniture looked untouched. Everything was as it should be.
A vampire's hearing wasn't as great as many thought. Although it did excell in comparison to humans', it wasn't as great as their sense of touch, hence why it was Silia's spine that tingled and not her ears. Either way, her senses were going completely haywire. She felt like she was being watched. Maybe she should go to a hospital.
Trying to shake the feeling, Sili made her way upstairs and sat on the mattress in her bedroom. It didn't take her long to begin her slight panic again, watching every wall, glancing back and forth between her bathroom (and bedroom) door, window, and wardrobe. Something was here. Something had to be or else her spine, and now chest, wouldn't be throbbing with a heart that wasn't hers. Her heart shouldn't have been beating. Why had it started to beat?
Silia was panicked enough that she actually took a breath to calm herself down. That was really all breathing did for her kind. Vampires didn't require the intake of any periodic tabled gas- a perk of being supernatural- but the feeling of temperatured air flowing through their body could be relaxing at times. It was...like a warm bath to them, only more effective, but seldom used due to how much it relaxed them. For once, though, it wasn't enough. Sili still felt her heart beating solidly in her chest and into her head. It was the strongest it ever beat before.
"Where are you?" she screamed, standing from her bed, casting looks every which way. "And what are you?"
The house remained silent, not a sign of an answer. Still her heart beat. Silia hated to admit to herself that she actually felt scared. How ridiculous- for a vampire to be frightened.
Without having to repeat her questions, her heart began to beat so harshly that her chest jolted with each beat and her lungs involuntarily filled in short bursts. Breathing wasn't a comfort when it was forced. Silia's back curved like a bow as she bent over, clutching her constantly rising and falling chest.
"I need a wife."
Sili collapsed to the ground as her heat finally stopped its throbbing. After all that, she had no desire to ever breathe again. "I have no interest in being yours."
Foot steps sounded to her right, by her bedroom door, until shoes and legs came into Silia's forward vision. They stopped there, taunting. She swallowed.
So vampires were still on the top of the food chain. It was only that the hierarchy was most feared amongst the vampires- rightfully.
Legs became knees in Sili's vision as the other vampire bent down to her level. Her shoulder shot up in a quick flinch. It'd been so long since she'd seen him- seen Grem.
"Ah, come now." He gripped her chin ever so lightly. Silia took a shuddering breath despite not wanting to. It was fully against her will. Not because she was so terrified- though she was- but because her will was this man's own. "Don't tell me you didn't miss having everything you ever wanted."
Silia ripped her head out from the prince's grasp. Yes, he was a prince. "You know this wasn't what I wanted." She never wanted to be a vampire.
"Feisty," Grem remarked. "You weren't so much that way before. Not at all." The prince smiled and gave a low laugh, nearly causing Silia to launch at him. "And you certainly weren't that way just moments ago when I played with your heart." He paused, taking a deep and pleasurable breath. "You said you wished to never breathe again."
"I thought it."
"There's hardly a difference. Your thoughts are more truthful than your spoken word."
"You're being unfair."
"Tell me, my dear," the prince said, "when have I ever been fair?" He grabbed Silia's chin for a second time, and she groaned, but didn't fight him. If this was how the prince wanted her, this was how he would have her. Sili knew that if she pulled away for another time, he would only make it so that she could never turn away again. "I'll make this easy for you. As the one who turned you, I have control of every physical aspect of your body. I can make it so that you never breathe again. Under the condition that you become my queen."
"Being with you would defeat the whole reason I don't want to breathe anymore." Her voice was breathy, just as she didn't want it to be. It was the prince's doing, no doubt.
"So it may." He turned her chin, admiring the way her eyes stayed locked with his own. "But I made you fall in love with me before. I could always do it again."
Silia wanted so desperately to get away from him, but it would only end with her losing any control of herself she had now. The prince was being kind in this moment, allowing Sili to have any free will. Still, she said, "I could never love you like I did then."
The prince rose a brow. "Oh, I think you could." Grem brought Sili's face closer to his own. "You see, before, I could only use my natural charms on your human heart. Now, though..." He trailed off, looking down at Silia's chest, to where her still heart laid beneath the surface.
"Please," she muttered, and squeezed her eyes shut. She could almost feel the organ beating just by thinking about it. "Please don't do this to me."
He shrugged, nose and lip twitching with indifference. "Why shouldn't I? It would be in my favour."
One beat of her heart caused her whole body to jolt with a gasp. Silia cried out, falling into the prince's chest. She placed a hand on his bent knee, trying to push herself back, but there was another thump in her chest and she fell forward all over again. It was such a foreign feeling anymore. As much as she hated being a vampire, she knew she could never be human again. With that said, her heart hadn't beaten since she was mortal. It frightened her, and sort of made her feel like she was being stabbed.
"The greatest thing about this, here, is that I'm not even harming you." And yet for a third time, the vampire prince lifted Silia's chin, only he let go of it when her cheek leaned on his shoulder and her eyes opened to watch him. He swiped a tear from her cheek. "You know you still love me, don't you?" He made her heart clench again. "I can't make you human," the prince told her, "but I can remind you of those human memories."
"Grem, please," Silia whispered, closing her eyes again as the prince's thumb dragged across her cheek for a second, then a third, time.
"You said before that you wished for an eternity with me."
Sili whimpered, already knowing what line he would deliver next. Her heart jumped again, sooner than what it should have- based on the slow rhythm before. She swallowed. "You can't do this. Please, Grem."
"Now I'm granting your wish."
Her heart beat at a human's pace, and in that she developed a regular breathing pattern. Being pressed against the prince's like this only added to her revival of memories. Every moment she spent with Grem before becoming a vampire herself flashed across her mind, allowing her to relive it all.
"I've asked this before...but Silia?" Her heart stopped as she looked at her prince. "Will you be my queen?"
Nodding with the greatest grin she could give, Sili said simply, "Yes, for eternity."
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Part 2 here
Fun fact: about a third of this story had disappeared and I had to rewrite the lot of it 😔 It actually turned out pretty decent, I think!
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