P4 Loving A Villain
(NOT A PR0MPT)
Regarding my last ask (here), I thought I might give you guys a little treat. To celebrating 1,000 followers:🥂 To my minors, toast with rootbeer.
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As Hero’s cries became louder and more broken, Villain tapped her jawbone with a finger, signalling her to look at him. She did. Of course she did, for what other choice did she have? He was Villain, a lover- a former lover at that- and he was a villain. His wish was her demand, now, wasn’t it?
But when Hero opened her swollen eyes, the first thing she noticed was Villain’s own finger pressed against his lips. “Keep crying,” he said. She thought it was another cruel trick, a continued and vile evilness that would revisit her every waking moment. But Villain continued, “Not so loud that you cannot hear me, but enough to muffle what I’m going to say.”
This had her attention. Naturally, Villain always had that of her, but now…it seemed more genuine than before, though maybe it was only Hero’s broken brain which told her so. Regardless, she believed the sincerity all over again.
She cried quieter now, sniffling and trying to suck what snot was beginning to escape her nose back into whatever cavity it came from within her body, letting a small whimper rise in her throat every now and again, and sucking in a breath when she occasionally realised she hadn’t inhaled in quite some time.
“There is a camera in this room,” Villain explained quietly, “with a microphone. If you didn’t cry by the time I left this room, Supervillain would take my place.”
“What are you-” saying? But he shushed her with a sharp sound of his mouth.
“Just listen,” he whisper-shouted. Hero caught a whiff of panic in the air, and for the first time, it came from Villain, not herself. “I’m going to get us out of this. And- and we’ll run like we did before. More successfully this time, okay?”
He swallowed, his grip on Hero’s chin finally loosening, as if he forgot about the camera- or maybe he knew the quality of the footage being captured was so low that it would allow such comfort as a loosened grip. “Because I’m- I don’t know, Hero, but I’m sure there’s- there’s somebody out there who can help us. There has to be.” His lips fell into a firm line and his eyes welled up with tears. “You were there for me. Why shouldn’t there be someone for the two of us. Or you, at the very least?”
“I don’t know that I believe you,” Hero whispered, and her gaze fell from her lover’s- no enemy’s- no…she didn’t know anymore’s- eyes. She couldn’t bare to see the betrayal again. Damn his eyes. Damn the lips she was staring at, too, the ones now drowning in salty tears. Hero had to admit, those water drops were rather convincing, but hadn’t he been convincing all along?
“That’s okay,” Villain swore. “Be afraid. Be afraid of me until I can manage your escape. Hate me. Seethe at me. Do whatever you like. I’ll make it up to you, Hero, no matter what.”
Hero wasn’t sure when Villain put the bread down, but he was picking it up off the cold floor now.
“Eat,” he told her, and shook the flimsy slice. “For yourself, if not me. Please don’t let yourself die down here when there’s so much waiting for us out there.”
Us. What a comedic word when it was Villain who tricked Hero into waking up just nights ago, walking her straight into who she thought was both their enemy. Us, both, we, they- how ridiculous of Hero to think a villain could ever love her without a motive. “I hate you,” she said, not minding her volume- all the better for the camera.
But dammit she was looking at those eyes again, and this time, all she saw was hurt and anguish.
“And yet I love you so,” they both said.
“You remember that, don’t you?” asked Villain. “Keep remembering it for me.” His voice lowered into a whisper once again. “You grew to love me once, and I you. We can do it again, I promise. You don’t have to believe me now, my love, but I will prove myself to you every day, for the rest of our lives.”
With this, he stood and sent a nod to the camera- and a scorn towards the girl whom he loved beneath him- and left without another word, afraid if he apologised again, he might just break down. And what would become of Hero, then, when they were both so broken?
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