being sort of forced to give up on my career dreams is making me realize that i have … never had any other long term dream like not really? not ever seriously? and i always thought that was a good thing because id never have to compromise but now i feel empty and sad and . i wish i had spent the time to dream of a partner and kids and a specific city to live in and places to visit around the world and activities to do outside of going to work and being good at work. anyway im trying to now develop some kind of facsimile of that now and its really depressing because ive gotten myself into all this school debt and the rest of my life is gonna cost money that i dont have and dont really have a way to earn because i tried to go for a specific career path and didn’t think about how few options id have if i failed to make it
On the topic of Leftist Andrew Tate and other mythical creatures of the liberal mind
People will see a post by a communist trans woman talking about real material power that men have in our current patriarchal society, which we must seek to get rid of, and decide that what she really means is that she thinks All Men Are Evil because it's in their evil genes.
Telling you, no matter how much you try to be niceys to them, a significant, large portion of men will continue to go down the alt right pipeline, because of the real and genuine threat to their power and position in the world by these movements. You cannot prevent that, and thus you should not waste energy on such projects. What you should be working towards is a complete liberation of the working class and working class women, as only having abolished the material conditions which allow men to exercise authority over women will you be able to truly stop this from happening. Until then, no matter how scary or nice you are, for as long as you pose a material threat, a significant portion of men will join the manosphere, the alt right.
yeah well. I'll jump off that bridge when I come to it.
i don't care if monday's bleak
tuesday matches wednesday's freak
thursday mispronouncing steak
it's friday, i'm in love
Most people are 26 years old
everyone STOP having steady 9-5s and start being able to hang out with me at 2 am on a wednesday
Anne Carson, from “The Glass Essay”, Glass, Irony, and God
[ID: An excerpt of poetry by Anne Carson. It reads, “You remember too much, / my mother said to me recently. / Why hold onto all that? And I said, / Where can I put it down?” End ID.]
everyone in the world is either a democrat or a republican. everyone in the whole wide world is a democrat and a republican and america is the largest and most populous country in the world and america is easily the most culturally diverse country in the world because the middle class white people in my state (like a little country) are very different than the middle class white people over there (another little country, once more called a "state") and you could never understand how bad it is in america, the main country in the world. where are you from again? it's bad in america and america is bad but the way that america is run is the only way a country could possibly be run unfortunately. i don't like it but it's the only right way for a country to be run and you don't get it because the main victims of the main country are all here and you aren't. where are you from again? they never told me about that place. i don't think you get that real people live in america. probably because you're a republican. real people live in america and real people are hurt by america but what can you do? god said america has to be like this. god said this because god is real so god is american. you don't get it because you're over there and we're all here in america, the realest country in the world. where are you from again? how can you talk like this with what's happening in america? you're a democrat, right? where are you from again? my country is so large it stretches over yours and presses down hard. it's not my fault that they never told me about that place. my country covers the world. you don't understand how bad this will be for real people in the real world, the first world, the only world. they never told me—where in america are you from again?
i gotta remember this
pull our red string of fate harder i'm trying to jerk off
"the inherent divinity of" bro what inherent divinity 😭😭😭 everythings freaking normal
made a short list of tasks to do before noon and then got to work for multiple uninterrupted hours and am now zero check marks into my list despite getting quite a bit done i hate myself haha :)
fun fact: in my teen years my mom bought these dried edamame snacks for me to eat. i didn't eat a lot of veggies (tbh its still a struggle) but i gnoshed these like potato chips. at one point she stopped buying them for me and with my adhd i just didn't have the object permanence to think much about it. when i did bring it up like a year later, she told me that she had read that edamame could feminize men and she didn't want to take the risk.
she considered the offhand risk of me being feminized worse than the benefits of me having a healthy rounded diet.
transmisogyny runs fucking deep.
Reported for supporting terrorism. I gave Hamas your blog address so they can come play with you.
hamas when they get the address of a complete stranger who doesn't support israel and lives nowhere near the levant:
>Hamas shows up at my door to come play