Dean and Cas in 12x01

I’ll never get tired of reblogging this hug, never, it was so genuine.

When he liteRALLY YELLED “DEAN!” AND FUCKING GRABBED HIM AND PULLED HIM IN SNUGGLED HIS HEAD FUCK THATS WHAT HOME MUST FEEL LIKE WOW DEAN IS BLESSED KILL ME PLEASE

Yes, let’s all appreciate Cas’ head snuggle here. Look at the dark soft hair brushing against Dean’s cheek. You know Dean feels that…

CAS BREATHED IN REAL DEEP TOO

you put your arms around me and i’m home

coffee date with your boyfriend and your mom

Have we discussed yet the red question mark directly behind Castiel’s head?  That’s two big red question marks for Cas in two promo shots. 

The strawberries on the roof look like two hearts touching.

2 strawberries touching and one off to the side where Mary’s sitting

Ooh I noticed the strawberry hearts! I was wondering if that would get picked up or if I was being crazy! question marks around Cas hmmm… maybe because he has soooooo many unanswered questions surrounding him at the moment??

What are the flowers on the table?

Totally not a flower expert so anyone have any ideas? 

FYI I am getting giddy already about something as simple as analysing flowers… this is crazy. I love you all. 

*raises hand*

Ehm, I used to study Flower & Design and was forced to recognize over 500 different flowers/plants and their names in latin. 

It’s a succulent named a ‘Kalanchoe’. 

the symbolic meaning of the kalanchoe, according to this: “Endurance, lasting affection.”

and according to this: “red-flowered plants on Valentine’s day or Women’s day, or pink for a birth”

well doesn’t that just sum up the “coffee date with boyfriend and newly-undead mother” thing perfectly

I didn’t realize how much I appreciated this until I just said it to someone:

“I don’t trust them.”

You know what this line WASN’T? It wasn’t Cas not understanding some basic human thing that he should totally have wrapped his head around millennia ago. It wasn’t him misinterpreting something that there’s really no reason at all for him to misinterpret. It’s not laughing at him because look at the dumb angel, which is how so much of his comic relief comes off as.

No, it’s just Cas totally believably disliking something new that he didn’t have to deal with the first few million years he was alive. Hell, it’s just Cas behaving like an old man, which is funny because he looks 40 but is actually the oldest man around.

Like, apparently it’s possible to play Cas’s non-human status for laughs without demeaning him in the process! I hope all the other writers remember that.

It is ALSO him showing camaraderie with Mary, making her feel less isolated (and stupid) and lightening the atmosphere with his own kind of humour. Because Castiel is also compassionate, and funny.

my headcanon that Dean was conceived in the Impala has never been so real before

my stream got really choppy right around here so i can only assume this is how this reunion actually went down

slash rant okay

I don’t know about you, but stuff like slash and shipping two male characters? That’s not some weird, childish, feverish girl-crush thing. That’s not me being horny thinking about two men kissing, and I’m pretty tired of being labeled that way, as some frothing, hormonal fangirl. As crazy.

Men get to be default characters. In everything. They aren’t tied down. They aren’t “the girl.” They’re interesting.

They’re equal. They’re free.

When I ship male characters, it’s because I want that for myself. I wish I could be a man in a relationship with another man—because they don’t have the same baggage, the same limitations. They aren’t trophies or objects or accessories. I want to be equal and free, too. It’s the hottest thing I can imagine, really. And the fucking saddest thing,  because I won’t ever get it. I will never get to be that equal or free. 

I wish I could have a Dean/Cas or a Derek/Stiles or a House/Wilson for myself, and it’s not cute, and it’s not frivolous, and it’s nothing to laugh about. 

But I’m a girl, so I’m stuck.

So that’s why I slash. And I’ll knock your teeth in if you treat me like I’m silly for doing it.

This. A million times this. Thanks for putting it in words.

But I want to add just a eensy-weensy footnote: I do find it really hot when two good-looking dudes kiss. It’s not the only reason I ship Dean/Cas or Garrett/Anders, obviously; in fact, it’s pretty far down on the list of reasons why I find these relationships so endlessly fascinating.

But I think as women, we tend to be shamed (and we shame ourselves) enough as is for our sexual preferences. So I won’t apologize for liking it when good looking men get filthy with each other, and I won’t pretend that I don’t like it (not that you were pretending anything, euclase!) if someone tries to shame me about it. And they’ve tried. Oh, how they have tried.

The way I figure it, if a guy can be aroused by two girls having sex without anyone accusing him of being weird and silly, or a crazy, childish fanboy, then surely I can demand the same treatment for the equal and opposite situation.