ugh i really just want a destiel hs!au
where cas is a popular athlete of some sort and dean is the bad-boy asshole and they can’t fucking stand each other
and dean sasses the teachers and cas always sasses dean for sassing the teachers and it turns into a whole huge thing and they talk big talk but neither one would ever really hurt the other because while they loathe each other they’re also mesmerized by each other
and so one day dean says something a little too snarky to the wrong guy and then he’s getting beaten up by the guy and his two buddies but cas who is walking by pries them off of dean and convinces them to leave him alone and cas tries to inspect the damage and dean is just laughing flippantly and trying to hit on cas but cas just rolls his eyes and helps him up and its the beginning of an unconventional friendship
and nobody really understands them because all they do is bitch at each other but if people just looked a little closer they would notice that cas and dean could read one another better than any of their other friends could
how sometimes when dean doesn’t retort cas’s brow furrows like something is wrong and (if they’re sitting close enough together) he’ll run his fingers over dean’s wrist beneath the table like he’s asking if dean is okay and dean will latch on to them and run his thumb over cas’s knuckles and glance at him with an expression a little too soft for dean winchester
how sometimes when cas walks into class his shoulders are stiff and he looks like he’s trying to cover up some distress and from halfway across the room dean’s eyes will narrow
and if you follow them after third period on days like this then you just might catch them sneaking out to the space between the tool shed and the side of the building where they hesitate only briefly before dean grabs a hold of cas’s letterman and shoves him up against the rough bricks and gives him easy, subdued, open mouthed kisses that are a sharp contrast to the harsh way dean handles him and the tension in cas’s shoulders eases when dean makes his way down to his neck
im just so upset with these assholes no matter what universe they’re in