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“Nor the Battle to the Strong” (5x04). Four episodes in and this one has really put me though the ringer. Why is it always the fourth episodes that take me out? Why??

I am so grateful these kinds of DS9 episodes exist, the ones that strip away any kind of sanitized spin on war, violence, and human suffering in general to show the real toll these things take. And this episode is unafraid to dwell for long stretches of time in that makeshift hospital, to dwell on Jake’s reactions to the horrors he’s experiencing for the first time. 

This episode repeatedly brings up the fact that Jake is now 18 and old enough to be going off on his own, and yes, fighting in wars, but this episode is of the belief that Jake’s still a child in many respects, and that age doesn’t really have a bearing on whether you’re “old enough” to stare war, violence, and death in the face with bravery and strength. Jake compares himself a lot to the more desensitized hospital workers and Bashir, and to the soldier he meets in the trench, but what he doesn’t realize until the end of the episode is that they are all just as frightened as he is, they’ve just had more time and experience to gather their courage and keep going. 

I think Jake consciously or not, clings to the idea that he’ll behave just like his dad would in this warzone, unfazed by things and with a wealth of courage to fight and do the things that need to be done, but when he’s actually in the situation, he sees himself as a massive disappointment when he fails to keep going and save Bashir in their quest for the generator.  No one would ever blame him for being scared and essentially running away, not even Bashir, but the guilt practically eats Jake alive until he feels he’s redeemed himself. What becomes important when Jake saves the day and causes that cave-in to keep the Klingons out, is that he acts out of desperation and fear after the two soldiers are taken out, but he does act, and that’s what it really means to be brave.

Every detail of this episode is just so good: the grimly cheerful medical staff joking in the breakroom, the doctor worried about her husband, the young orderly who takes Jake under his wing, the soldier in the trenches, the cowardly soldier who shot his own foot, even Jake getting sick after working in the hospital and him laying on that cave floor, consumed by guilt. 

Also, now I know where that gif of Bashir stroking Jake’s forehead in all that rubble came from. Excuse me while I melt into the floor. 

I think this is going to be a controversial opinion, but I’m going to lay it all out there and say I think this is a hot Look™ for Bashir. Yes, I am actually a little afraid of the fact that I find just about everything related to him attractive, but there you have it. Please, I deserve to be roasted for this: 

This still is literally….from the (only in my head) Trek spinoff medical drama that follows a group of doctors struggling against the odds on a remote outpost, far from the Federation’s help and always fending off hordes of invaders trying to annex their colony for their own. But not only do the medical staff persevere, they treat their patients with compassion and solve a medical mystery or three:

God it’s so good. This episode is so. Good. It’s so good. (Screaming)

Talk about darkness with a purpose. This is really a Jake-and-Julian episode, back and forth on the kinds of people they both are. Everything happening here - Jake’s fears and struggles and guilt, everyone’s attitudes, the way that Julian actually tries to reach out to Jake (because of course he does, he’s Julian) but Jake feels so guilty he can’t bring himself to allow himself to be comforted. It’s all just so. Good. Even though this is such a standout episode, I feel like I have comparatively little to say about it because I feel like the episode says it all on its own. Some episodes needs dissection and analysis to be fully appreciated, but this one sort of…self analyzes. This episode in and of itself is sort of an analysis of all the Trek that came before in how it reframes the fairly sanitized and clean way war and battle are generally portrayed on Trek. So I don’t really have much dissecting to do here…just ramble on about how much I love this episode.

I do wish that this episode had been used as a springboard to develop a closer onscreen relationship between Jake & Julian. There’s no way you get through this without bonding at least a little, and while there’s a few moments in later episodes that passingly imply Jake maybe helps out in the infirmary or hangs out with Julian a little in future episodes, they are very much passing moments and overall the character relationship implications from this episode are kind of never talked about again. I love that they end the episode with Jake’s article, but I have to admit I would have liked one more scene where he and Julian get to talk about this experience after Julian has the chance to read what Jake’s written. Maybe it’s just because I’m weak for Julian Comforting People™️ but I think it would have been a nice scene. I think even Sid mentioned in an interview (somewhere, at some point) that he would have liked to have done more with Jake after this episode. I think they make rather nice foils for each other.

YES this is where the gif of Julian petting Jake is from. My god it’s so cute I could die.

Thank you so much for being brave enough to state the tonally uncomfortable but unavoidably obvious fact that those scrubs are absolutely a look on Julian. I always feel mildly guilty because of how emotional this episode is, but I can never get more than a few minutes in without going yeah he looks. Real hot. And I just realized I think I know why? I don’t think he has those dumb fake muscles in that costume! If I had to guess I bet it’s because those scrubs have kind of a V neck and I bet the padding/bodysuit would have shown (since it was presumably made with the uniform turtleneck in mind.) And he looks so nice! And lean! And lovely! Anyway yeah. Fake Pecs Hate Squad. Imagine a world where they just let Sid be skinny in his uniform. (Weeping) the things we missed out on.

This episode absolutely self-analyzes. There’s not much for me to really add because so much is just there, in the episode. I love the Jake/Julian relationship being explored here, I think it’s an interesting pairing. I wonder where they would have taken this friendship had they chosen to show it more? 

Okay, I don’t know if its brave of me to talk about the scrubs or just me making others uncomfortable, but I said what I said and I won’t take it back. Yes, the tone of this episode does not lend itself to oogling him, but I did it anyway. The scrubs are absolutely hot because of the v-neck, and that nice light blue color, and you can see nice skinny body in all its glory without the padding! 

Between everything going on in this episode plus the scrubs plus Julian petting Jake’s forehead…I’m weeping. 

This episode is just 👏 so👏 good! 👏

As a Quick Analysis TM thing? Kinda?

this episode is such a great parallel to season 1 Julian. Going to go on grand adventures OuT On tHE FroNtIer and here he is, doing the kind of work he dreamed of and he’s good at it and he’s got empathy in spades, and he’s at a place where he can probably look back at his younger self and maybe he’s cringing a bit, but maybe he’s nostalgic as well - seeing himself in Jake’s idealism must be… yeah must be something!

also Sid did say he wished Julian could function as an older brother to Jake, yeah

This is an AMAZING parallel to season one Julian! I like that yeah, he did have that silly attitude about being on the frontier, but it’s never translated into him not being able to do the job he’s been assigned to. He’s still always been so skilled at his job, and empathetic, and able to face the reality of war like he does in this episode. That’s a great observation that Bashir sees a bit of his earlier idealism in Jake and that’s why they bond. 

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