y'all we saw a whole man self-actualize in what legitimately felt like real time (if you've been here for a minute/since basically the beginning like I have lmao) and i don't know what to do with that. not to get sappy but juno steel, sweet bbg that she is, really got me crying while also feeling hopeful because he's right we change so much and sometimes you can get lost but it's going to be okay because it will work itself out somehow. this story was long and hard and frequently gruesome and terrifying and lovely and the ending was beautiful, and i'm sure i'm going to see ending discourse but I personally think it fit. it's easy to cry for what it was and at the same time i'm so glad i got to go on this journey for so long.

this isn't a well-written lovenote to juno steel but it's what i have to offer as immediate thoughts, pls accept or reject as you wish

final episode of juno steel got me literally crying silently in my bedroom rn. it's not even gotta be sad i just cry because it happened <3

i know i know he's an eldritch being beyond my deepest fears but every time john doe gets excited at arthur about the smallest things it's so fucking funny to me. "oH ARTHUR a BOOK"

doug eiffel arthur lester

traumatic bad dad backstory

i've been listening to penumbra pod since god like fucking 10th grade and i'm 22 now and you're telling me she's about to end and i'm just supposed to process this and take it??? i refuse to think about it seriously because these little gay space fuckers are the og little gay space fuckers in my life as a podcast fan and I will miss them so bad ohhhhh i'm gonna miss them soo bad and at the same time it's like i'm glad they're gonna finish they deserve to end and have some closure but oh my god???

hey podcast girlies, today i'm going to talk about how i've started the horror pod "malevolent" and am 9 episodes in and have NO IDEA what the ACTUAL FUCK is happening

the parasocial has never parasocialed so hard as podcast creators who willingly expose themselves to their communities

do you copy said it's Now. NOW is the real time. REAL . TIME. It's Happening Now. This isn't your parental figure's archive pod.

if i had a nickel for every time an audio drama about a supernatural incident/smalltown/weird thing had a woman named emily who was eternally in danger of being lost to an unspeakable void (or Was Actually lost for any period of time) I'd have two nickels, which isn't that much but it's Really weird that it's happened twice

you can do it. you can make it through the summer hiatus season. you will return, and you will get your blorbos back.

what if,,,,what if we were computers,,,,and we kissed,,,,

I was already So bad about keeping tma characters ordered and sensical in my head and now you're telling me im supposed to Continue to Know

tmagp be like

i was a fool to believe i'd escaped mag hell. i kicked and screamed for all of two seconds before pressing play on protocol ep. 1. i literally am never going to escape. maybe the real fear avatar was the podcast creators who trapped us along the way.

i'm back, AND i'm getting back into CR C3. if i could now just get a concise sensible summary of episodes like 30-79 that'd be fantastic