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― Clarice Lispector, A Breath of Life

It’s the sheer happiness in her eyes for her brother and best friend followed by the sudden drop of emotions into that familiar pit of utter loneliness and sadness and the feeling that everyone around her is finding people they love and find comfort in but when she looks around her she can’t find that person for herself and she can’t figure out how to find that person for herself because she doesn’t even know herself right now and how the hell can she look for someone else when she’s still searching for herself?

romancing miss bridgerton

Now those, are facts

mitski actually wrote I bet on losing dogs about me and alina starkov. just thought you should know

ask Neil the colour of Andrew's eyes and he could go on for hours using metaphors and adjectives and the exact pantone colour code

but ask him the colour of Aaron's eyes and he's just like idfk shit brown?

i'm crying my demisexual king

2024 books - the secret history by donna tartt

There are such things as ghosts. People everywhere have always known that. And we believe in them every bit as much as Homer did. Only now, we call them by different names. Memory. The unconscious.

Ik ik adam losing his Henrietta accent is symbolic of him outgrowing who he was in his parents house and becoming who he always wanted to be in Boston but damn if it isn’t also symbolic of losing a little bit of yourself in order to grow. I know Adam hated that Appalachian drawl but he loved cabeswater and his friends and something something about sacrificing what you love for what you want.

Adam Clague (American b.1982), Cara Oranges and Coffee, 2022, Oil on board

andrew helping neil shower was so tender i’m crying into my fucking fist. andrew wrapping up neil’s wounds so they wouldn’t hurt in the water. andrew helping him take his clothes off to shower because it caused neil too much pain to pull them all the way off. andrew washing neil’s hair. andrew helping him stand up when he was struggling to balance. and then neil crossing his arms behind andrew’s head to keep him closer, tilting andrew’s face up to kiss him. i’m so fucking soft for them oh my god

this is making me hyperventilate

this hit me like a truck

Dirtyhands🐦‍⬛💸🖤

basking ☀️

(A small jerejean... vibrating for tsc2 coming SOON 😵‍💫)

After constant.. endless.. recommendation, I finally read book 1 of The Raven Cycle. It arrived on Sunday, I finished it on Monday. To say that I am obsessed would be an understatement.

None of the bookstores near me sell the next three; I had to order them online. So now have to wait another month for them to arrive. One more month..

the dreamer’s dreamland 🌾