alicenmaryjane2016 reblogged
And I think the thing that scares me the most is knowing. Knowing if I had access to pills, to alcohol, to drugs, to anything I’d do it. Knowing that at any moment I could end my life. Knowing I have the capability deep inside me to destroy everything I am right now. Knowing I would if I could.
And I think I’m scared to have the opportunity yet I have a feeling it’ll come soon.