because of my bad behaviour, and such

i seem to be making everything worse. If i even want to fix things, i have to start over. Hence my statement, i quit.

Im not coming back. ive ruined too many things, and hurt too many people, and did the exact opposite i wanted to do, which was to create a safe environment.

Instead i got mad, violent, and overall ruined everything again.

So im sorry. I cant delete the account because idk my password n shit, but do know that i regret everything Ive done, and im quitting to go and fix my life.

Please try to stay safe out there. To all of you.

#rambles #everyone #ask blog

alephnol

noting for some situations occurring with my mental state, friend relationships and such, i might genuinely take a break for awhile.

im so sorry, but i feel like it needs to actually be done, if i want to be the best for people, i have to fix myself.

#rambles #everyone #ask blog

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alephnol

alright, ask game! Although particularly about me,

tell me your honest opinion about me, anon or not,

tell me things you think i need to improve on on anon!

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invisible-hidden

I can't art

The urge to animate but still drawings

And I'm so close to almost finishing a tiny animation...

I wanna start a new one...

ARRRGH. Conflicting.

I need to practice dragon anatomy.

and drawing fire 'n shit like that.

alephnol

i feel ya.

Thats me with foreshortening and angles when it comes to swinging something….

Eugh

Its why i paused 3 animations….

invisible-hidden

With dragons there are so.many freaking designs and colors and line arts and holy shit I'm never gonna finish this.

Im currently paused at two. Ones just around 10 seconds long with 120-130 frames.

EURRRGH. my brain will not shut up.

The twitchy urge to animate but I need to give my wrist a break for a bit.

alephnol

eugh dear…

What is the framerate? I usually do 8fps for my works

invisible-hidden

I do 10-12...

And i use ibispaint x...

Holy shit its hard to animate a dragon smoothly.

Even if their moving only their mouth.

Details are killing me...

alephnol

eeeeuuuugh-

10-12 is a biiiiitch to animate in, good luck

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invisible-hidden

I can't art

The urge to animate but still drawings

And I'm so close to almost finishing a tiny animation...

I wanna start a new one...

ARRRGH. Conflicting.

I need to practice dragon anatomy.

and drawing fire 'n shit like that.

alephnol

i feel ya.

Thats me with foreshortening and angles when it comes to swinging something….

Eugh

Its why i paused 3 animations….

invisible-hidden

With dragons there are so.many freaking designs and colors and line arts and holy shit I'm never gonna finish this.

Im currently paused at two. Ones just around 10 seconds long with 120-130 frames.

EURRRGH. my brain will not shut up.

The twitchy urge to animate but I need to give my wrist a break for a bit.

alephnol

eugh dear…

What is the framerate? I usually do 8fps for my works

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oh no

invisible-hidden

My table

alephnol

its broken

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invisible-hidden

I can't art

The urge to animate but still drawings

And I'm so close to almost finishing a tiny animation...

I wanna start a new one...

ARRRGH. Conflicting.

I need to practice dragon anatomy.

and drawing fire 'n shit like that.

alephnol

i feel ya.

Thats me with foreshortening and angles when it comes to swinging something….

Eugh

Its why i paused 3 animations….

alephnol

M woooorking on something

#rambles #everyone #ask blog #Maxim braginsky #Ski 14 #animation #current wip

alephnol

invisible-hidden asked:

My honest opinion on you. For the ask thing.

You need a really good hug and someone to talk to. And I'm always open to that.

But your a lovely person overall.

aaawe, GAAAAHHHH (HUGS)

#rambles #everyone #ask blog

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klausnkleinaskblog

invisible-hidden asked:

*absolutely collapses*

hhhhheey.

klausnkleinaskblog answered:

HALOOOOOOO

invisible-hidden

*im the depressingly small pile of human girl in the corner*

daily check ins on you two, did you explode anything yet?

alephnol

not yeeeet, nein, but now that you mention it, we are going to test some ww1 grenades!!

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naturalist-doctor

alephnol asked:

GASP

YOU ARE ALIVE!

cough- i mean, hello winston, how is life going, might i ask?

naturalist-doctor answered:

Jekyll laughs.

❝ He's gonna get another one! He's fallen in love, and now Cattie's gonna die too! Can you believe it? ❞

alephnol

ca-cattie-

Ohnononononnonononooooo- UUUH is she gon kill him orrrrr is she gon try to kill her and-

(Begins to ask a billion questions)

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emmetofthestars

charon and ted render Ok? snork mimimimimimi

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lemon-wedges

trufflesmushroom

How?

(Follow me on Patreon!!)

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naturalist-doctor

winston is anticapitalist btw

alephnol

hey, same!

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vio-starzz

moringmark

runcibility

I liked this post, scrolled for like another minute before I went “SHIT FUCK SHIT” and scrolled back to reblog it

quadriviummuse

I always reblog this one when I see it on my dash. When someone posts their own art, writing, or music here they are really hoping you will share it.

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oogaboogaspookyman

decentgarbage

Reblog this and if you get a “🎫” emoji with an f/o in your ask box, it’s a free gush pass!! Go ahead!! Take this chance!!!

PROSHIPS AND OTHER ASSHOLES DNI!!!

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oogaboogaspookyman

decentgarbage

Reblog this and if you get a “🎫” emoji with an f/o in your ask box, it’s a free gush pass!! Go ahead!! Take this chance!!!

PROSHIPS AND OTHER ASSHOLES DNI!!!