Got to work, mum is a coworker today so I had a quick five minute cry with her, she calmed me down, gave me some snacks bars, ham and cheese to have for a quick breakfast, brushed my hair for me, and told me to start doing what I know I should be, or I'll never be able to keep my promise to Arthur / never be able to be like Clarice Starling.... She said "ooh, someone is very tired... I think it's time to get back into your Joker era, don't you?"
I know what that means, so I finished my snacks and my cry, dried my eyes, I'll finish my shift, go home and wash my hair, work on my assignment, then go to bed at 930, wake up at 330, and continue doing my best.
Now is NOT the time to flake out. These last two years will make or break absolutely everything I've worked so hard for 🥺 I gotta get myself back on track, I can't ruin this.